Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous
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Known as a Significant Voice in Modern Literature, a Poet of the Year, 2020 Black Author Matters Winner, 2025 Black Authors Matter Children Book Awards Nominee for his books, and International Impact Awards' Author of the Year Nominee
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Arthur & Harry Adventure
Awarded the Queen's Honor and in line for the King's Honor, I Detective Arthur and my trusted aide Harry have been through many adventures together. We were alike in many ways yet our appearances are quite different. I love the sport of catching criminals while Harry is a bit uncertain whether exploiting it is good. We are two of the kind and close pals. We were friends since the Academy. We learned a lot about crime fighting in the Academy. And we were almost done when the war broke out. We signed up for the same unit but we were given different missions. Harry was told to operate the radar while I lead a force. We were both successful in our military career but we both yearned for more. We both wanted to be more than bloody hands. We wanted to go back to the Academy. So after the war, the Great War we returned home to recuperate. And we got with our families and we begin to think about our future and our families. And Harry went back to the Academy earlier than me. And he wrote me from the Academy how the Academy was good and I should come back because he learned much from the military and applying his knowledge to the studies. I was uncertain and took more time. Until my wife beautiful Irene who was an Irish rose just lovely with Blue Eyes and Red Hair. She became my wife after the Great War and we wanted to start a family. And I was given good payment from the military but it was mainly going towards our bills. And so Irene convinced me to go back to the Academy. And so I returned and Harry was my tutor. I at first was concerned. I did not want to dishonor my military duties but I needed the job. So Harry tutored me and showed me how to study. And I begin to become infatuated with the crime thing the whole crime system. It intrigued me about the criminal mind and the mastermind. I even had to play a criminal because my professor wanted to show what a crime look like. And I was convincing and good. The whole class was in an uproar. It happened that Harry and I was put on a mission while finishing the Academy. The criminal committed numerous of murders in a grand larceny and thief plot but they could not tell if it was a man or a woman or a gang. And the witness was not talking. I prepared for this final test and exam with Harry, my best friend. Harry thought we should grill and then offer assistance but I thought the witness is used to that. Maybe we should play good cop and bad cop. Harry asked which one was I gonna play and I said the bad cop and you play the good cop. And so Harry wished me good luck and I wish him good luck because we needed to pass in order to get our badge. And so the witness seem distraught and disturb. Harry went first and the witness appear close-minded. And I would grill the witness. And after sometime we walk out, I told Harry what do you think the witness is hiding? And Harry said I think it is personal. I said yes let's get personal. We walked back in. I said you called yourself Athena but you have a massive structure, you have a low voice, you don't have any femine appearance. And the witness said so. Harry came in We can help you. We can protect you. You do know if you cooperate we can give you assistance. The witness said I am not cooperating. Leave me alone. I said I see you in a dress and lipstick but you still sound and look manly. If you aren't manly then why do you have a mustache and beard too. Then the criminal spoke Okay okay I will talk. It was my partners who did the crime. And they left me behind to get caught by the police. Those bastards. Two partners. Harry said what is their name Hal and Ris. I said Where are they? The witness said probably at the border to cross. Better hurry. Harry said Thank you Madam. You are safe as long as you officially file the report. Even though you might face some charges, your cooperation is appreciated. And our professor met us outside the classroom, the Scotland Yard will take it from here. Good job. And that's how we became in line for the Queen's Honor winning it eventually in our 20 years career in the Scotland Yard after graduating the Academy and fighting the Great War.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Writers
The Heartache
Doctor never stop trying to fix others. She would work hard and make sure that everyone was cared for. She would check in on others. She was a kind woman. She was a good woman. And I remember her, she loved the Lord and she loved people. She was a strong woman and of good character. She reflected herself among the foundation that she started with her husband. She was a bold woman. I remember her hugs and good conversation. Doctor was rich. She had orchards and land and homes. But she was humble, she knew where she came from and where she was going. Doctor did not begrudge working hard and fighting for good causes. And she was strong, she was brave, and she was a overall good person. Doctor never hated working hard. And she had worked hard to build a family with her husband. She came from humble beginnings. She never intended any harm. And she never tried to offend anyone. She was just a good person. Then it happened that her husband suddenly died on a trip to Africa trying to save the orphanage. She was devastated but she held on. And all the people he helped came to support her. People from around the world and she could not help herself but to cry over her beloved husband. She never questioned God why but she knew her mission was to still heal. She knew she had to hold on for her family and the foundation. Doctor requested that 'My Help Cometh for the Lord' be played at her husband's funeral. She cried but with strength and dignity. She was not afraid to let her feelings show. She was not afraid to be surrounded but she knew she was loved and she knew her family was loved and she knew her husband was loved. She heard the stories of her husband's friends. She heard the tributes pouring in and she started to smile again. And she was warm and happy. She knew that her husband lived a well life. And I gave her my assistance. i came back to the foundation. I started going to the foundation when I was sick in the hospital because her husband was wide acclaimed. He was a good doctor too and he encouraged me to fight for life. I remember her husband as if he was still living. That man could do good works and he did not stop even when falling. And he had an infectious character that filled the foundation. I was inspired to work for the foundation and his wife Doctor invited me to become a full time worker. I took the charge as if it was life important. Now that her husband passed, I treated Doctor as if she was my own mother or a mother like figure. Sometimes we would celebrate by singing and dancing and partying when the foundation made numerous of successes. I remember working hard in college and at the foundation. The work was prestigious and the work was good. The work was character building and the work was structural. I did not mind serving because the foundation kept me going. And the leaders were inspired by the founders. Then the unthinkable happened, I just saw Doctor and I heard she passed. And something in me died, I cried over and over again. All I could think of is the songs that we sang together when celebrating. I cried all the way through getting ready one day. And I was just down and hurt. I could not stop. But I remember the good as there was bitter fighting over the foundation and its future. I just kept praying and praying. And then I let go and let God. Every now and then I could hear those songs and shed tears. When people that special entered your life, you just don't forget. You remember. You loved. You think and you do. You are forever changed. You are never the same. You are better for that. And they become the midwife for your new life. The midwife for your future. That's what Pastor Osteen or TD Jakes or Joyce Meyers said before. And that's what the Doctor and her husband were to me..
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Confessions
The Bridge
It was heartbreaking my son JC was diagnosed with an illness. He was a tall boy and he was good at football. He would love playing with his siblings. He was a good son but he just did not always have the right friends at time. But he did not deserve a mental illness that took a toll on the family. Everybody was worried about him especially when he had a mental illness. He was a family issue. He was a sibling issue. He was our issue. And I tried to get his father to be more in his life. Sometimes my husband would be in his life and sometimes he did not have the time. I tried to comfort him but it was not good enough. He wanted and needed his father. He looked up to his father and he wanted to become just like him. JC was a good kid and he never tried to do something wrong. He was a giant among his friends standing at 6 feet and six inches. And he was also fast and smart and talented at sports. But it happened his father said something to him and JC ranaway from home with some friends. And I remember searching all night and day, asking neighbors, and asking family and friends. I was hurt and hurt badly. And I felt that his father could have done more. I did blame his father because I felt that if he was a little bit more compassionate instead of ignoring his son then his son would have never thought to runaway. But it was no use. I begin to cry and pray. I begin to hope and have faith after talking to God. And I had to forgive his father for what he said to our son to make him runaway. And I went by our old high school and there JC was lying on the ground. So I shouted for joy and had tears of joy but JC was hurt. I called his father from off of work and told him to come and said that I called the ambulance. I told him to hurry as he was apologizing and worried. And I held my son in my arms to the best of my ability as he was a huge boy, a giant son. And I tried to tell him it was okay and that I love him. And I tried to sing a song that I sung when he was a toddler and baby. And I begin to sing to comfort him and I prayed to God to save my son. And I kissed my son on the forehead. And he finally woke up saying slowly Mom Mom Mom. I am sorry. My friends tried to take me somewhere but I did not want to go. They weren't friends with me. They were using me. They were just a group of bad friends and they wanted my money and that's when I walk away and they beat me up. And the ambulance begin to put him out on the stretcher and wrap his head. And I told them to be gentle and that's my son and I want to go with him. And his father came with the police. His father hugged me and said he would follow. I rode with my son in the ambulance and I was holding his hand as the first responder was getting his vitals. And about an hour we got to the local hospital. They found that JC was alright and that he had a few broken bones but he was mostly safe physically. And the nurse asked if he had pre-existing conditions. And I asked her what she mean? She gave examples and I said yes. I am sorry but this is so overwhelming for me and my son. I am just glad he is safe. And she said Madame his mental illness may have progressed but he can still live long and get better. And I said Can I just have a minute? I need to refresh my mind. I just need to know my son is okay. And the nurse said he is. And as soon as I left, his father came in the hospital and he was asking me questions but I told him that I was not feeling well and I had to go get ready for the day and that I will be back. And to keep watch over our son. And his father called me and he stood at the hospital for hours and hours. I would call at work to check in on him and promising JC to cook his favorite meals. And eventually his father kept coming for the family for days. The doctors kept him in the hospital because they wanted to make sure he was safe. I was worried about telling the rest of the family about his conditions because I did not want them to react. And I wanted my husband to apologize and connect with his son while I figure out about the family. Then I eventually came back to myself and came to the hospital unexpectedly and caught his father flirting with the nurse. And I don't know if she kissed him or he kissed her, and I flipped. I said Hey Mister. You think you are some hero. You think you are so great. Can't keep your eye on your son for a minute? Busy getting it on with the nurse. And he said I'm sorry I'm sorry Babe I'm sorry. And I walked the other way and found my son's room. And he was up and alert and I said Baby are you feeling better? Momma's here. I just was happy you came back and I wanted your father to watch over you but he has his mind on other things. JC said Dad did take care of me but Mom I would rather have you. And I hugged my son while he was laying in the bed. And his father came in and said we should talk. I have to talk to your mother. And I finally and eventually agreed, I told him to keep his voice down and that our son doesn't need to hear this. And his father said I watched him. I cared for him and you just left. I said you wanna argue about this. I found him. And I was not feeling well. And our son's illness may progress. Who found him? Who cried night and day over him. And you are playing with some fluesy. You are acting like some big man. And he tried to give me flowers. And I took them and said James you are gonna wish you never talk to me that way. I am divorcing you. I don't have to take that. The kids are coming with me. And I am coming after the house and you are gonna pay. And I walked in and said Son Momma have to go. And his father walked away. After my son came home and was feeling well, I kicked his father out of the house by court order, filed for a separation and testified about how I did way more than my husband. And my husband was confident then he held his head down when he lost the divorce. And I said I told you I would get everything, the family, and the marriage. But I won't take everything from you, you still are the father of our kids and I was the bridge and you kept troubling this marriage too long. And I had to take a stand. Bye James but it is not forever just now until you learned to see me for me.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Confessions
The Goodman
I worked for Mrs. Carpenter for many years. Mrs. Carpenter was a well to do woman. She was lovely and successful. She was happily married. And I love my job. I get paid to advise. I get paid to help people decorate. And so my job hooked me up with Mrs. Carpenter. She was a high profile client. And my boss wanted me to do everything in my power to make her feel welcome. And so we met and Mrs. Carpenter admired me. She was very welcoming and kind. She saw my plans on the second outing and she loved everyone of them. She loved my mind and my thoughts. She was just a good woman who saw my potential. And I asked to meet her husband. And Mrs. Carpenter said that he is away and that she is the main payer of the renovations. And that he allows her to do whatever. And so I was respectful and never asked again. Mrs. Carpenter asked for luxury. She asked for exquisite. She asked for Versailles. And I had to work really hard on the plans. I was one of the best interior designers on this side of the country. I put everything into fixing her house. She was very confiscated and she was very poise. She wanted the best and better. She wanted the best house in the region. And she wanted better than her neighbor. And I had to do many things to fulfill her fantasy. And when we finally after months got her plans, Mrs. Carpenter asked for me to oversee it. And I told her I was not qualified but she was persistent. And so my boss gave in for an additional bonus fee and Mrs. Carpenter happily paid. I usually would work days but I started working both nights and days for Mrs. Carpenter. My friends started to notice that I kept away from them. I was not going to the bar and I was not hanging out with them. I was completely dwelt on working and they called many times wondering where I've been and when I get off. But I promised them that I would make it up to them when I get that big paycheck on the weekends. And Mrs. Carpenter inquired that I come even late at night because that's when I could see what the contractors finished for the day. And so I came many nights, I had to dress up because that was my job protocol. I was alone and professional. And then one night Mrs. Carpenter dressed in robe said You seem like a goodman. You seem very smart, handsome, and strong. What I would like in a man? And I said I thought you were married. And she open the robe in lingerie and said my husband is always away doing something and I don't know. She begin to cry and try to embrace. And I tried to calm her down. She just kept crying and then she grab me and begin kissing. And I tried to fight her off but I had not been with my girlfriend in a while. I had not been with anyone in a while. I was lonely, desperate and wanting. And so I gave in to Mrs. Carpenter. And then I left in the morning. She was madly in love and happy. And I went away on the weekend. And I even went to church but something the pastor said got to me. He said you think your sins doesn't stink. You think you can do wrong and be right. You think you can make a mess and it will be fix. But God knows. All secrets belong to God and he will reveal them. And I left the church and went home and I called Mrs. Carpenter and said I could recommend another designer but she was mad for me. I avoided work many days and my boss threatened to fire me but he blackmailed me to work on and on and to continue the relationship. My friends heard and tried to help me. They found a loophole in the employment contract. And I quit. I lost my career. I lost my job. And I lost my dignity. Then I turned on the radio and the pastor said all is not lost all is not lost. You have your dignity. you have your respect. God still loves you and care. And I stopped the car and my head fell into my hands as I was miserable and down and depressed. And I said if there is a God I asked for his forgiveness and help me Lord. Help me. And immediately a thought came Open your own business. And I took the money for my unemployment and started my own company ethically. My story.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Confessions
Enough
Me and Beverly were hitting way back. Way back when we were just teenagers. She was the finest thing that I ever saw. She was young and beautiful. She was hot and amazing. I wanted her but she just wanted to be friends. Ever since then I dreamed of her. I dreamed of what it would be like to be with her. She was my fantasy. I wanted to be with her for a long very long time. She was dreamy. She had the most beautiful hair. She had the most perfect curves. She was everything a man wanted and everything a man needed. She was enough. Enough period. And I was waiting for my chance. I was dying to get with her. And we caught up from now and then. She told me about her career successes. And I told her about how I wanted to be a doctor then an astronaut then a businessman. We dreamed together. And we met in the exact same place under the stars in the park at night. I drove my new car and I would have it smell like flowers. And I would give her a rose at the end of the night just to say if I can be your man I would. She would just smile over me and call me her friend. We never kissed and we never made out. We just simply enjoyed being with each other. We were like childhood friends. We were best friends and we were secret with our affections. It shocked me when Beverly came out with the fact that she was going out on a date with Trevor. I was totally angry but I knew that I would have to wait it out wait for my time. She was madly in love with him. She was excited to be with him. Most of our conversation was about him and her. And I gave some advice. Then I asked my grandmother, she was still young at heart and she knew more about dating than me and grandma could keep a secret that Mom and Dad could not. I told grandma that I love Beverly and that I wanted to be with her. And she asked me why didn't you tell her? And I said that I was scared and plus grandma she got somebody. And grandma hugged me and held my face with her hands and she said Son you got to know when to try. You got to know that you are enough. Don't read somebody. Don't fool yourself. You know how far you came. You know that you are a man. And that you are man enough. You can be a strong man. You can be a good man. You can be good to any woman. You are enough. You are exactly what she need. Just believe in your heart. And say it with me and I said Enough. And grandma kiss me on the cheek and wipe her lipstick and said That's my baby, he is a man a good man a strong man a smart man and he is good enough for anyone including Beverly. So I waited and waited weeks and weeks. Beverly was happy about her relationship and she did not have much time for me. And I started dating Sarah and Sarah was not bad to look at but she was no Beverly. And it happened that we ran into each other after many dates to Beverly and Trevor. And the situation was odd, Beverly played it off like me. We doubled dated at the State Fair. And that night was awkward. And then Sarah and Trevor caught us staring at a daze at each other. Trevor got lost somewhere and ignored Beverly. And Sarah got sick on one of the rides and wander off. And it was just Beverly and I, and we walk together that night. And we then held hands over the bridge and I would of asked but I did not want the night to end. Then after sometime I asked Beverly are you choosing me. She said Maybe. And I said don't play with my heart Beverly if you want me then want me if you love me then love me. And Beverly lean in and kiss me on the lip then it became passionate the second time. And Trevor caught us and he was threatening to fight. And Beverly said Where were you? Looking at some cheap tail. Eyes roaming, hands touching. I am through with you Trevor and you can kiss this good bye. Trevor resisted and said So you finally got with that geek. I don't care ain't nothing but a chicken wing. Saving for marriage, I had girls who would put out when I put out. Bye. Beverly was gonna fight him but I held her and gently touch her face said He ain't worth it. Look at me you are enough. You are smart. You are beautiful You are damn sexy. You don't need that loser. Enough. She said yeah I am all he needs enough. Sarah never came back that night, she went home because she was sick and I broke up with her. And now I finally got with Beverly and we were taking it slowly after a lifetime of waiting. And she told me she never loved a man the way she loved me.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Confessions
Abby's Journey
Love lifted at me love lifted at me when I was sinking deep in sin. Love lifted me Love lifted me Love lifted me when nothing else could help Love lifted me. Yup that's us the children choir at Saint Martin Christian School. We used to sing all the time. We used to sing when we are happy. We used to sing when we were sad. The minister said God bless the child that keeps his word and praises. And I would sing at home. I would sing while playing. I would sing while dancing. I would sing at school. And some children would listen closely and say that I could sing really good. My name is Abby Abbot. My father was a construction worker and my mother was a teacher. We would laugh and play before dinner. And Daddy would asked me what I am doing each day? I would say nothing much but singing. I mean I love learning but I really love singing. Daddy and I was close. Momma would interrupted the conversation when it became quiet. And my brother would like making fun. My little brother was funny and silly. He could make anyone laugh. He loves playing. Anyway we are about six years apart. Momma said she did not know if she could have another child. And my parents fell on hard times and they could not afford to have many children. I feel lucky and blessed. Lucky to have such good parents and blessed to be alive. I don't know if I would be the same if Dad and Mom did not give birth to me. I don't know if I would have existed but I am sure grateful. Thank you Daddy for loving Mom. Thank you Mommie for loving Dad. I love my family. Daddy said I am turning 13 years old soon and he was planning my party. I told Dad that I don't want a party. And Dad said you are becoming a woman. You are starting to change and grow and become beautiful. Guys may notice and you should not be afraid to be a woman that is what you are made to be. You hear. And Momma interrupted Daddy don't understand that it is a hard time for her. She still wants to be young and she still need her parents to guide her. She is still discovering herself and her wants her needs. And what it is like to be a woman and what a man is like. Remember. Dad said Oh I remember. Hang out with your girlfriends and you can stay out a little longer Abby. Momma said One step at a time. A child can't walk at once. A child can't climb a staircase at once. You got easssssy into it. My parents gesture to me and I said slowly Okkkkay. And I walked into my bedroom, Momma gonna make me do more chores. Dad's gonna make me more responsible. But am I ready. I love being a kid. I love being myself. I love being around my parents but growing up is difficult. Although I am curious about being around my friends. I laid on my bed and dream. i dream of being older and mature. I dream of being free and without rules and restrictions. I dream of having many friends. I dream of working and playing grown up games. I dream of boys getting older. Then I was interrupted my mother called me down the stairs. Abby Abby Abby I know you hear me girl. Your friend is on the phone said Momma. I asked her which one and said I am coming. Brenda what is it? No I can't go. No I can't go. I am going through something. Yes I am changing and growing up. It's not a joke. Yeah Yeah Yeah but okay. Momma and Daddy pretended that they were not listening and they were excited. You can go out with your church friend just be home before 9am. Mom and Dad surprised and laugh and talk about what they think I would do. I don't know why Brenda is calling me now. She probably wants to party. She probably thinking about boys. I am just going to win Mom and Dad trust then I am going get more privileges. And just after I was ready my little brother knocked he said Abby you are growing up. You are growing up Mom and Dad said. Are you leaving me? I said while hugging my little brother No bro I am just doing things that you will do one day you will see. My brother said good bye. Momma was looking at my dress and outfit and she said it was cute and nice. And Dad drove me he said Ahh you are growing up don't be afraid to call home if anything anything happen emergency or you want something or if it is important. So I knocked while Dad waited. Brenda introduced me to her cousin and Dad left. Her cousin tried to get me alone but Brenda was watching. He told me about himself and his life how he used to be in the gang and he was gonna show a picture of his weapon. And he wanted to kiss but I was not ready. He told me that he was a few years older. I felt uncomfortable so eventually I called home and left and told my parents. The next Sunday we song Oh Happy Day and after church, Brenda's cousin introduced himself to my parents and said he is interested in me. And Mom and Dad said they will think about it because I was kinda young. I told Brenda's cousin that is nice seeing him in church and that I would like to see him more in church and maybe we can date in the future.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Journal
The Doctor and the Deputy
Lydia Dales was a humble woman. She would go to church and raised her children in the church. She worked hard for the things she wanted in life. She would not mind working two jobs or three jobs. She would work her way up in life. And she met John Dales in high school, he was good at numerous of sports and he was smart but he gave up his career to be a father to their children. And so he took the job as Deputy. The two had many children and they were good together. Lydia would make sure their children were feed, clothe, and educated while John made sure the family had a house and that the major bills be paid. And they stood together happy and sad, ups and downs for many decades. And Lydia had the two youngest children when John divorced her after over three decades of marriage because Lydia was no longer happy and John could not reconcile the marriage. But John was angry with Lydia and Lydia was angry with John. And they forgot the love that brought them together. John had some regrets that he did not spend enough time with his family and grieved that his children grew up fast. Lydia was angry that John let his family go and the same year she lost her nursing job that she had since early in the marriage. And Lydia was suffering because she had bills and no job. And Lydia was not getting much from the divorce, she realized that she had to start all over. So while she was looking for a job to feed her children and pay her bills while she was working as an assistant pharmacist. Ms. Bale from the employment office who was her job counselor met with her many times and helped her with a resume getting her that job. Ms. Bale called her and said that she received a call from a private university that Lydia can get a doctorate in nursing. Lydia stood in disbelief. And Scottie her baby boy pick up the mail and saw the invitation. And he asked his mother if he could go to the private college to get the doctorate for her. And she said he could. He went and could not attend but he reported back to his mother. Lydia told him that she just want her old job back and she didn't want anything else. But she asked if it inspired him and he said yes. And she told him to become a doctor. Eventually Lydia Dales who kept her name from her marriage with John Dales as a part of the divorce settlement, which Lydia was cheated, Lydia got back up. She begin exercising and looking like she did when she was younger, other men were interested in her but she was doing it for her health. Lydia at the end of her marriage suffered health issues that subsided after the marriage. John was sporadically checking up on Lydia but Lydia did not pay him much mind, she was doing it on her own. She was picking herself out of poverty again and again. Her family was impoverished but her parents worked their way out. Her and John worked their way out and they had many things in common. They liked many foods together, art, music, and concerts. John met Scottie in a public place and said Scottie I need someone to take care of me. I may get an illness. Will you take care of me? Scottie was unsure and said that he doesn't know how to. John said just think about it okay. Scottie left and said good bye Dad. And John said Good bye son. Lydia was angry about where Scottie been. And Scottie eventually said what happen. And Lydia said John is sick. He maybe playing it. Scottie I don't know if you should. You know I thought about going back to John. He was my first love and I do miss him. Years passed and Lydia was getting more and more. And eventually she received a call from their daughters that John is seriously sick. And Lydia came with Scottie and his sister to the hospital. Lydia said John you hurt me. The divorce and the end of my marriage. You left me poor. John said I am sorry Lydia. God forgive me. I am sorry for what I've done to you. Lydia cried and said Johnny are you dying? What is wrong? John said I am sick. I have severe pneumonia. Lydia cried with their children she said Johnny I will take care of you. I will come everyday to the hospital. I will make you dinners. John said I will pay you Lydia I know I know I have some. Lydia said no Johnny I have enough. God blessed me inspite of the end of our marriage and the divorce and even losing my job. I am doing it for God and the kids our kids. John said Lydia I always wanted to say this over and over again and again Will you marry me again? Lydia turned and smiled and turned Johnny I married you once that's good enough. And I wasn't with anyone else. And Lydia hugged and kiss John and they were back together, they were friends good friends forever.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Motivation
A New Perspective
I walked with Dr. King for a long time and I was one of many. And we were fighting hard and accomplishing great things in the name of God and justice. And Dr.King offered me a leadership position within his organization and I told him that I would think about it and pray on it. So I introduced the notion at Bible Study, there comes a time when change has occur. There comes a time when you just move on up. God blesses you in many ways that you cannot explain. He opens doors that you never would have expected to be open. And you first are hesitate then God showed you the mighty long way he brought you. And all the good that you could do if you believe. My mother and father had done went home to be with Jesus and now that I am getting well in my years. Well members Beloved people I am resigning as your pastor and I will stand besides Dr.King to continue the fight for justice. To spare the church. And my son Jester will lead the church as an Associate Pastor then Senior Pastor. And the choir sung His Eyes is on the Sparrow, Why should I feel discouraged? Why should the shadows come? Why should my heart be lonely and long for heaven as home when Jesus is my potion and a constant friend is he. For his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. For his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. For his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. I sing because I am happy. I sing because I am free for his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. Everybody flock to me that night and some prayed with me even my son laid hands upon me. And they wished me the best and they cried with me and they tried to feed me too. And I called Dr.King that night and said I would take the job. And Dr.King said that he would come to me after Memphis. And I prayed all night and all day for Dr.King and my wife interrupted and came in, she said Honey He's dead. Dr. King is dead. I pulled off my glasses in disbelief and held my head. And my wife tried to hug me and we cried together. And I told my wife that I am okay. And I went into my study and lock the door and got on my knees. Father why? Father God why? Why did this happen? This man did nothing wrong. He did your will. Father I need to know why? Father Father Father. And I laid down. My wife and children avoid the topic over breakfast, lunch and dinner for a while. Till my daughter Phillipa said Daddy aren't you gonna go to the funeral? I said I can't I am not prestigious enough. The man was great. My wife said I think you should call Mrs. King to comfort her. I said I will try. I called and called and finally I got through. Mrs. King said Are you the Pastor of New Hope Baptist Church? I said yeah. Mrs. King said Martin told me everything about you. I said I send my condolences and I will pray for your family every day of my life that God gives you comfort, safety and strength. Your husband was a blessing to our church. Mrs. King said Thank you minister. Martin always said that God is what the world need more than anything. God is what makes the world go around. God is the greatest force of justice, peace, and tranquility. I said God bless you and your family. Then I held a memorial service for Dr.King at New Hope Baptist Church, my son Jester preached. God is not finished. God is not done. Don't drown in your troubles. Don't give up your glory. Though this life is filled with trials and tribulation. Though we fall sometimes. Though we fail God has not. Ask God for comfort. Ask God to win the battle. Ask God to pull you through. Ask God take me over the mountain, take me through the valley, take me through the storm. After I rest the choir will sing and my father will say a few words. The choir sung Precious Lord, Precious Lord take my hand lead me on let me stand I am tired I am weak I am worn Through the storm through the night lead me on to the Light take my hand Precious Lord and lead me home. I took the podium, We all know why we stand today. We all know the reason. The death of Dr. King but he did not died in vain. He did not died for no reason. He died for all of us. He died to pave the foundation. He died to continue the work. And I may be old but I come to tell you I am no ways tired. I am no ways giving up. I am no ways finish. Until my very last breath, we all should pray for his family and friends. Pray for this country. One thing I could thank God for Dr. King is that I got a new Perspective. I got a new walk. I got a new look in life. I am not the same. And they can't drive me back because I have been changed. God has changed me and like hell am I going back. I stepped in the waters of justice, it chilled my body but not my soul. I heard from Heaven my new name and by God I have been changed. I am changed. Are you changed? All I know I am changed today. Thank God Almighty. Thank God Almighty. And they applauded and I took the job with Dr.King's organization and kept fighting the good fight all the way.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in History
A New Walk
Yes we've been through. We've been through the storm. We've been through the rain. We've been through the ups and we've been through the downs. But God has not left us. God has not forsaken us. God is still with us. God is stil fighting our battles. God is still covering us. Let us march on march march on children. As I graced the podium, the choir sang Children of God well we're marching to Zion. Children of God well we're marching to Zion step by step all the way. We're marching we're marching up to Zion that Beautiful that beautiful city of God well well we're marching step by step all the way all the way. And I felt like shouting so the choir went faster and said Marching marching to Zion. Then they went into O Magnify the Lord for He is worthy to be praised, O magnify the Lord for he is worthy to be praised. Hosanna Blessed be the Rock Blessed be the Rock of my salvation. And I stood at the entrance of the New Hope Baptist Church shaking the hands of my members as they said it was a mighty good service. My wife Joana and my two children stood with me. I felt happy. I felt assured. I felt like something has changed. A few days later I heard that the church was vandalized and declared to the congregation that we will have church outside until the church is fixed. You see our church lied on beautiful acres. Did you know it was a built on a former plantation? Our forefathers brought this land and they were given it for their service in the Civil War. And Dr. Martin Luther King called me to show his sincerity for my church and to show that he cares about the people that stand behind him. I told him that I am alright and that my church is still standing and we will go out with you dear brother. And he said i want you to be besides me to lead the march. I said it will be my honor dear brother. We ended it with God bless. I had one more service before the protest and demonstration. The choir hummed Precious Lord. And I said Some are you are ready. Ready to die for rights. Ready to die for God. Ready to give up everything to see justice. And some of you aren't ready. Don't you know a grain has to die in order for a seed to prosper. Don't you know God has to take you through for you to make a difference. Don't you know Jesus knew that. That's why he was broken for us. And he said do this in remembrance of me. On the night he was betrayed, He took the bread and blessed it and broke it and said this is my body which was broken for you take eat. Then the cup this is my blood which was shed for the remission of sin. And last but not least he said do this in remembrance of me. Then he washed the disciples' feet, and he said to love one another and do this for each other. We are supposed to be helpers one to another. Sang choir. Precious Lord take my hand lead me on let me stand I am tired I am weak I am worn Through the storm through the night lead me on to the light take my hand Precious Lord and lead me home. When my way grow so drear and my time is almost near precious Lord I need you to linger near when my life is almost gone hear my cry hear my call guide my feet Sweet Jesus lest I fall and take my hand Precious Lord and lead me home. And the Pastor said Let's go with justice. Let's go with freedom. Let's go tell to the mountain. Let's go tell it to the seas. Let's go tell it to the plains. Let's go tell it to the praires. That God has given freedom. March. Walk, Like Brother Dr. King said crawl if you have to. Let's get there. Let's get there. We will get there somehow. We will get there someway. We will get there O Lord. So let's walk for freedom. Let's walk for justice. Walk a new Walk today for life, liberty and pursuit of happiness. And then we walked with Dr.King as they came to our church New Hope Baptist Church.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in History
The New Robe
I walked to New Hope Baptist Church everyday. Because I love the community. I love the atmosphere. I love my job. I have been preaching at New Hope Baptist Church for decades. Even when it rain and even when it shines. I love working for the Lord. Because you see the Lord's been so good to me that he gave me a brand new mercy. The Lord's been so good to me that he woke me up this morning. The Lord's been so good to me that he started me on my way. I don't mind sweating to church. I don't mind feeling a little rain to church. I don't mind feeling a little cold to church. Because it is an honor to come before God another morning. God been mighty good and I am mighty glad to be at his service. He saw fit for me to live. He saw fit for me to be. He saw fit to bless me. As I stood before the church this Sunday and they sung Blessed it be the Rock, Blessed it be the Rock of my salvation. Hosanna Blessed it be the Rock. And mother was singing in the choir, you know under Dad she used to show out. Mom would sing that song like she was Miram, Moses' sister. And Dad would get happy and clap his hand and stand shouting. My siblings and I would get the Holy Ghost and shout in the front seat with our grandmother. Now my wife Joana and Jester and Phillipa were in the front row shouting and praising God. As church went out, we waited outside to greet everyone and shake their hand to give them fellowship. And one of the deacons pulled me aside and he said Pastor you know that they are talking about the Civil Rights. They are fighting for Civil Rights. And what are you gonna do about? And I said I will let the Lord lead me when it is time Deacon. And the Deacon presisted Pastor other churches are getting involved. You don't know what if your own flock may be getting involved. Some are going to jail and some are being beaten. And I said If the Lord is willing then I shall but I have not heard from him yet. And the Deacon left saying I am just trying to tell you something is happening in our community and New Hope Baptist Church should be apart of it. And my wife Joana came in and asked what the deacon wanted. And I slowly but surely broke it down to her. And she was worried about the community. She was concerned for our children and the future of the church. And I reassured my wife that I will see about this and will protect the flock of God by all means necessary. As the week progress, the protestors marched passed the church just before Bible Study and they were shouting and chanting. It disturbed Bible Study and I was concerned about moral upbringing of my congregation. And the people begin talking about the protest and demonstrations some were for it and some were against it. And the congregation asked me and I told them God will keep in perfect peace whose mind stayed on Him and I dismissed the congregation. And the police later on called me threatening that if my congregation get involved that there would be dire consequences. And I cried out that they are God's flock and you don't care. They are people. They are human beings. They have little children. I have never cause any trouble before. We don't do that at New Hope Baptist Church and never done it. And my mother came in my office at home and she overheard and she said, you know God respect courage son. Courage to say the right things. Courage to do the right things. And he accept nothing less. Speak those things that be not as though they were. Your father could not do it but now you can. And I hesitately agreed reasuring with a hug and kiss on the cheek. And my mother presented a new robe and I was shocked and said I never wore any robe except Dad's robe. She said he saved this one for you for this day. So the choir sung Let my people go. Pharoah Pharoah let my people go. You oppressed their backs you make life hard. Let my let my people go. Thus saith the Lord Let my people go. I said I come before you in a new robe. A new hope. A new faith. A new love. My eyes have been opened and my mind has been changed. We can no longer ignore the needs for justice. We can no longer be satisfied within ourselves. We all are Moses and we must go down down into Egypt down into that bitter land down into that heat of injustice and let God's people all God's people go. For the Lord cried out from the mountain Let my people go. Then I stretched forth my right hand over all the congregation, Let my people go.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Interview
