chrystal neel

Everyone needs a Beach day

The sand was gritty scarping the bottoms of my feet as I trudge through it to get to my favorite spot on the beach to clear my mind. My mind so full of thoughts as I wondered " how did I get here"? Circumstances that led from a great life at one time to mulitple deaths all at once. My lover, passed suddenly, my soul mate, we had plans. We were traveling having a great time meeting goals then, poof it was all gone. A tragic accident took her suddenly, quietly and now it seems as if she was never here.I grew up in foster care, many homes, many people in and out of my life but there was one woman that became my one and only mother figure and stayed with me through out my life. She was taken by the virus that stormed through the world like a military army with only one goal " death take as many".