Chelsa Marie Berg

One last goodbye

he man I fell in love with, he was a lie. He was a falsity that you so methodically created, a mask you wore while we were together, to hide the evils you allowed to consume you. The evils you were too much of a coward to speak of. I served only as a stage prop for you, for the narcissistic ego-maniacal screenplay you wrote along the way. I was a coverup, a disguise and a distraction. And when the plot thickened you became weaker and weaker as I in turn became stronger and stronger. That's when the resentment and the hatred thrived. I went to jail and you were finally able to have your fun. To fuck everything and everyone that you came across. You had no self respect not to mention respect for your fiance, the one person who stuck by your side even when I never should have stayed. You chose to fuck the most foul human beings possible while I was suffering. You disgraced not only me but yourself with all the hideous shit you thought you were clever enough to keep from me. You paraded around and bragged like it was something to be proud of. I will never understand why, why you were so intent on hurting me. Did you ever take a second and ask yourself what you were doing? No, of course not. You are a weak, desperate, lonely, loveless, selfish, pathetic, coward-ess, closet homesexual. You wouldn't believe all the people who contacted me and told me the truth about you, the people who you thought would stay quiet. They all finally see who you really are and they have now been by my side through all this bullshit you have put me through. I thought you were the one humiliating me, but really you have destroyed your own name, destroyed your future, destroyed every relationship and friendship in your life. Do you even have the capacity to care for another living thing? All you have done is make enemies, and lost anyone that ever cared about you. All you have done is hurt others and yourself, and for what? Having meaningless sex?