I want to leave for me, But stay for you.
I want to stay, I really do. But I constantly feel like I'm swallowing. Swallowing my words, So I'm softer on you. Swallowing my emotions, so you're at ease. And that goes for you and myself. I swallow for me too. Being soft has been something I'm very good at, even despite all the trauma I have been though. It's the one thing I feel make me a good person. But lately I feel you've brought out the part of me that wants to scream at the world. Or maybe I have. Either way I'm not being soft for the universe anymore.
