B Marshall
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I've been through a lot and writing is therapeutic.
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I hate that you’re occupying my brain. Consuming my thoughts. The good times haunt me as if they were real. My heart is begging me to stop the replay but my mind won’t quit. Your world was illuminated so much that you never noticed the shadows. You never saw me. You never saw the hurt you caused from your form of cruel love. What I wanted was pure. No amount of money could ever buy the things I wanted or needed from you. It seemed so easy to give, yet the struggle to make you understand was unbearable. Your words hurt more than the physical abuse, when I tried to walk away you tried to still take you thought was yours. I just wanted you to love me. I just wanted you to care about me. I didn’t want to just fade away but when it was happening you didn’t even notice. You weren’t there when I needed you, you were only there when it was convenient for you. I always thought that if and when I gave you what you wanted that you would appreciate me, respect me and yes finally, love me. I don’t know how I could be so wrong, I don’t know how I could have mistaken your grooming me for love. I should have saw it coming - I guess it’s true what they say, Love is blind.
By B Marshall5 years ago in Humans
