My hook-up revealed that his job is: Male Sex Worker (Part 2)
It took ME approximately 3 weeks or maybe a bit less to ponder on how EXACTLY it was that I felt about having had sex with a GUY who accepts money for sex work and the likes. After-all that meant he was a master-actor. And perhaps he was simply using me as "Inspiration" or maybe even just "Practice" for his WORK-LIFE. It is not that I doubted his attraction to me. It was that I was having a hard time coming to terms with my attraction to him. And I don’t mean on a physical level. The was SEX was REALLY good. Maybe slightly detached on my end. But how else could I be with a self-admitted SEX-ADDICT. He is definitely not my first of such MEN. And probably WILL not be the LAST. And based on my previous experiences with such MEN - it is always the safer ROUTE to be de-attached end of things with them and towards them. Sex is ADDICTING. Good sex is even MORE addicting. And most of these guys just sees sex as a CHALLENGE. More often than not - THEY simply just want to be your "BEST". There is no grand meaning. There are no grand emotions. JUST MOTIONS! It is EXTREMELY hard to let go of these people. The people who push your sexual boundaries. The people who open you up to new experiences and thought processes. New sensations and heights you didn't know possible. Because it is simply not the kind of conversation you find yourself having - to even learn about these kinds of people and what they can be ABOUT.
