Amor Kertoja

Dairy of Pain

Every love story starts with madness, no one is an exception. And the level of madness determines the level of suffering. Life gives us an inevitable chance to love and love gives us smiles, happiness, intimacy, closure, tears, and finally pain, which is always misunderstood or pretended not to understand. In life, everything changes with time, I assure you that the only thing every time you are stuck with is your pain. And specifically, the pain that you loved one left with you. Interestingly, most people believe they are blessed, happy, and moved on from their past things, so they compromise themselves and ruthlessly cover their pain with temporary pleasures. Pain is the only gift from God that makes you talk to yourself, understand yourself, blame yourself, and care for yourself. Dumping one's pain in the pool of fake happiness is inhumane. When you dig up your pain, there is a real rebirth of you. And that's the right time to analyze yourself. I moved into pain not to move on from my past but to figure out, who I am? and whom I belong to.