Amanda Lewer
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My friends say I’ve lived four lives in one 43 year long life… writing is my outlet.
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On My Own. Content Warning.
Sixty seconds. My entire life changes forever in sixty seconds. I can't stop shaking. Its five degrees and I can see the glow on my watch as its just ticked over to midnight. Rain hits my face like tiny needles, my nose is frozen and every breath I make is shown in the air.
By Amanda Lewer2 years ago in Criminal
Blossoms Brighten The Darkness
Some days can be dark. Even if the sun is shining, the sky is blue and the breeze kisses her skin with love. Some days are still dark. The darkness comes from experiences encountered some fifteen years ago. People talk of triggers. Current circumstances that draw on old memories. Lilah doesn't get triggered as such. A memory for everything, in complete detail, as what she was trained to do. Trained to notice each major, minor, influential and exterior piece of detail. Lilah doesn't believe she suffers PTSD. More so a tendancy to have rage towards the incompetence of the 'system' than depression. Yet 'rage' is of no use in her existing life. Rage is ineffective and causes regrettable impulsive actions.
By Amanda Lewer4 years ago in Humans
