Alyssa Brown

Acrimony

I've learned that i use hate as a way to protect my heart. If you convince yourself enough that you hate something, you will begin to believe it. I convinced myself into a catastrophe of hate towards you. I call it a catastrophe because of its potential. A hate so strong that if given the chance, i would destroy you. Even if the cost was my own demise. I convinced myself to hate by pouring gasoline onto the fire of my rage. It was more comfortable to feel hate than hurt.