Adara_alvi

A setting sun and a shattering heart

And then , i was silenced by the hush of your blackmail. Putting words together like " oh ,.. its okay dont mind . i never meant to hurt you " . But who knew deep inside , i was fighting a battle. Against the wrong and right ; why am i silenced with no valid reason and no perfect crime? Some tears cascaded inside without letting anyone know what it was , but i for sure knew something broke inside . A trust and a believe in oneself , that i have control over what i own ; my life . As an adult , i never thought i would be subjected to such harsh disagreements because now is when i have an opinion of my own . I have grown up and i understand things better , the world better and can take care of myself . But maybe we never grow up for our parents but thats still , is injustice to me because they are taking away my part of freedom ; the one i am born with . I had to be emotional , i had to be griefing because apparently it was just childish tantrums but to me it meant a whole world . To stand for oneself , to speak for oneself , it was all taken away and i was left helpless .