Aaingel Nathan

Top 5 Thing's I Wish Before I Had My Heart Broken

Everyone get's their heart broken at some point. There are thousands of song, books, films and rubbish poetry written about it, so you'd think we'd be better equipped to deal with it. Apparently not, I'd like to lie and say I threw myself into work re-invented my character and now I'm a lot slimmer and funnier because of it. That's what I'd like to be typing, but that would not be the truth. A little context. I loved the man, we'd been together coming up four years but I could feel that the heart break was on it's way. I knew before he did but in no way did I get ready, besides secretly removing my thing's from his apartment months on end. Arguments after arguments and a sock of mine would go missing, my perfume mysteriously ended back at mine and finally my tooth brush. Gone. I wasn't against bringing it back, I was just never given the opportunity. When you know, you know. It's like being in an earthquake, everything around you is rattling falling out of place and all you can do is hope that it'll get better or at least the plates won't totally smash into pieces. It's been two months since that hopeless text (how very gen z) and this is what I know now. Just about.