What actually unemployment teach in life?

What has unemployment taught in life?

Yes. You heard right. I still learning and facing the side effects of unemployment. Being an intelligent student I had so many plans for my future but I never thought that my life would be like this. Slowly I am losing confidence in myself and started thinking about what my parents, relatives, and friends are thinking about me. But especially my mother had very much confidence in me that I will get very much better than others and she started offering heavy prayers to god about me. On the other side relatives and cousins advised my father about my unemployment but they don't know that I never gave up and continued to be the daring person in society though unemployed. Going into the past, I was a brilliant person since my childhood other than my cousins scoring more than others in exams. Having thought the government job will give me more respect in society, started preparing for it but could not succeed in it. My life became such a way that even if I want to buy my things I have to depend on my father or my brother which would be uncomfortable after attaining a certain age. Relatives are the ones who are the biggest enemies in my life. I don't know what think of me. They are very jealous of me what if I get a job in which their children are settled in marriages? At the last stage of my examination, my mother's health was not good which resulted in admitting to the hospital, though they showed concern for us none of us helped us. Then I realized that God-given this situation to know how people are today, having happiness in other sad times. They might be happy after hearing the news that I don't get a job. But I believe that God will help me and my family in a certain way. After some days, my sibling got a job which resulted in shock not in my family but in my relatives and cousins' houses. They never thought of me and my brother will settle in our lives. After sharing this news, they started inquiries about how my brother got selected, whether in a legit way or illegally he got a job. After answering all their questions they might not sleep that night following two or three nights. Though I didn't get a job my brother got it, and I am very happy for him thinking about my parents and their happiness for my brother. May god bless him for a bright future in reaching higher milestones in his life. Coming to my life, Life is full of depression, arrogance, and sympathy...and I am vexed with all this and my enemies started forcing my parents about my marriage. I don't know why they have so much interest in me getting marriage of mine. After hearing all this My soul questions them, "Don't you have anything to do in your life? Why are you so concentrated on me?". None listens to it because it's my inner voice and I can talk as much as I can and there is no one to hear me. But I sometimes feel that I could say it loud but I cannot do it because it represents my parents. So nothing to do in life still preparing, and having faith in God that he will help me in settling my life and do wonders for my hard work. Hoping for a day when I could help my parents financially without depending on anyone. Signing off for today.