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From the beginning, I wasn't very serious, to be honest. I thought it was just an infatuation. But now, it hurts like hell. It's like a thousand needles poking my chest one by one. Suddenly, it feels so heavy that I can't breathe, drenched in sweat, struggling to gasp for air. I open my window and sit there, just trying to get some air.

I don't know what's happening. I feel weak and sick, tired of this rusty taste on my tongue and the constant anxiety. I don't feel like laughing. I can't even swallow my food for fear of choking. I'm exhausted from feeling this way. It's like something is pulling me down and won't let me out.

But I know I can get through this, and one day I will, even if I don't believe it right now. Things will get better soon. It's just a matter of time, and this too shall pass. And it will.

To anyone reading this who feels the same—you are not alone, pal! Everyone goes through this phase in their life. Don't give up on yourself. Life will be more beautiful once you get through this stage. It may take time, but you won't regret it. Just don't give up. Do what you love. In fact, this can be a turning point in your life and career. You can explore yourself, develop hobbies, and those hobbies can even turn into your passion.

Don't give up and don't lie in bed all day thinking about something that's already gone. Force yourself to get up and do what you love! Nothing is impossible if you decide to keep going.

You are not alone. You have yourself!

Loads of love.💕