THE BEAUTY IN FALLING

THE JASPER BLACKWOOD JOURNALS

To those who know me:

Hi, thank you for reading my Journals. For those who do not know me, thank you for reading.

The truth isn’t always noble.

Sometimes it’s ugly, foggy, or doesn’t exist at all. What matters is the pursuit—that gut pull toward understanding, even if the destination is just yourself.

These are my journals.

They aren’t here to please you. They’re here to challenge the static.

And if that bothers you? You’re exactly who it’s for.

Why I Write?

When I write, it’s a blend of my experiences and the knowledge that I carry with me, or that I’ve acquired along this journey.

This particular piece was inspired by my defiance outward in protest, but resurfaced because of a fellow writer of mine. I told her I wanted to share this piece, hoping she’d find the perspective interesting.

This is just part one—there’s more coming. I want the full message to be seen in two distinct frames.

The Nature of Defiance: A Luciferian Reflection

They say betrayal can be forgiven—even Satan could sit next to God if he truly asked. But I find that hard to accept.

This is not because forgiveness is beyond God, but because it misunderstands the nature of Lucifer’s rebellion.

Humans were granted free will: the ability to err, to rise, to fall again. Angels, they say, were not afforded that same grace. Yet we’re told Lucifer defied God of his own volition.

How does a creature without free will choose defiance?

The answer lies in the lie—or what he perceived to be a lie.

If God created Lucifer without true choice, then his fall was inevitable.

But if he did have the power to choose, then perhaps he chose truth.

Perhaps he saw something behind the curtain—something divine eyes hid from lesser minds. A design he could not agree with.

Scripture and Symbolism

For those of you who are following, let’s look at LUKE 15:11-32.

They say drowning ends with peace, but fire, now that’s not a pretty picture.

Sounds like a real domestic.

No pun intended.

My Message to You

These are the little bits of knowledge that I pass down to you.

Not out of any meaning behind it or motive—I want you to look at this world and see truth as it is, and not as something that has to lean on the two extremes.

That everyone seems to only focus on.

For some odd reason, it is this or that, and I say to that:

“Go f yourselves.”

I’ll choose the middle path.

That path moves you away from that B.S. we tend to run into nowadays.

Because the last matter I want to get involved in is someone else's bull- S@%$@.

I don’t have time for that!

What If Lucifer’s Sin Was Protest?

What if Lucifer’s sin was not pride, but protest?

They paint him as evil, yet what is more righteous: blind obedience, or the courage to question even the Creator?

Lucifer will not forgive God—not out of hate, but out of principle.

And maybe that’s why redemption was never offered.

Not because it was beyond God—

But because Lucifer would never accept it.

He doesn’t want a seat beside God.

He wants the truth to be known.

And for that, he will remain in the shadows.

Not damned.

Just defiant.

—JASPER BLACKWOOD JOURNALS

FOOT NOTE:

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The most important matter is dialogue—even if you don’t, all is welcome.

Thank you all again!