"Signs, Messages, and Channelings"

"VENUS RETROGRADE (October to mid-November). A period that, according to the knowledgeable, occurs in cycles every 18 months. Calculating from this, the time of the last period can be determined, which began in March 2017 and lasted until April.

During this period, themes that have added color and hidden wounds resurface. Fortunately, they visit with a somewhat lighter touch and for a shorter duration, but they are still present. I found myself facing issues that I wrote about in April 2017, 'A Sly Feeling'.

A few days ago, I grappled with a profound sense of sadness, initially unable to identify its cause. It began around midday, and I associated it with my previous workplace. Due to the new job, I need to visit the old workplace to complete a program.

So, what were these sensations? Alongside the palpable sadness, I felt my body trembling. In the past, I sensed this when my Twin read yet another of my monologues in my inbox. However, I hadn't written to them for a while now.

Next, through channeling, I received a message that the Twin Flame collective is currently going through a challenging time. The Divine Masculines are descending a downward staircase to eventually learn the pain of loss. Since Twins share the perception of each other's emotions, Divine Feminines are also affected. Hence, the origin of my sadness and feelings of mourning.

The following day, a pendulum message came, providing strength and confirming that everything is as it should be. My Twin Flame is exactly where they need to be, and our feelings remain the same. Even if onlookers don't understand ❤ So, for two days now, I've been 'on cloud nine,' my soul is light, and my wings are poised for flight.

It's so easy to lead me astray 😛

As I write this, a song playing in my headphones draws my attention to itself. As if responding to my thoughts about my Twin.

Westlife's 'Something Right,' and more specifically the lyrics:

'If you want me, then it means I'm doing something right, and I don't need to prove anything anymore!'"

Reflecting on our Journey, we've never actually needed to prove anything to each other. Right from the very beginning, we knew that there was a new kind of love between us. Something that doesn't neatly fit into this reality, yet behaves strangely similar to what people call love. The key difference being that it doesn't demand the other to conform to our frames. It doesn't possess, nor does it subjugate; it simply exists.

The only ones we had to prove anything to, due to our experiences of "human love," were ourselves. We didn't believe we could be enough for each other as we were. We didn't believe we deserved one another.

That cleansing fire was necessary for us to evolve into the best possible versions of ourselves. Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine. Warrior and Amazon. King and Queen. God and Goddess. Anchors of Unconditional Love in this Reality.

It hasn't been an easy journey, but it's been worth every incineration in hyper-heat, every journey into hell and back, where we fought tooth and nail to bring ourselves out of darkness into the light, revealing our newly discovered ancient wounds. Now, we have reached wholeness. ❤

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Actually, this song took me far away from my initial plan to write a small post about the current peculiar circumstances. However, information flows just as it should, and at this moment, it's the most appropriate way.

Most of you already know that I "read energies," and therefore often convey messages that come to me through energies. Messages come through song lyrics; messages run through my writings. Through my fingers, I can convey messages that sometimes my own mind refuses to grasp. And believe me, it's already trained to receive very different kinds of messages. Even though there are "seers" who consider it too far-fetched, claiming it doesn't exist, and that magic can only exist to the extent they believe. Be that as it may, they have the right to hold their own interesting point of view.

Channelings through writings.

When I started my writing blog almost ten years ago, specifically on January 20, 2009, I was just emerging from a deep depression. A state whose causes you can find writings about right here on this blog. My goal in putting all of this into writing was that if even one person were to find strength from these stories, then my experience would have served a purpose and my writings would have justified themselves.

In truth, I don't really know if anyone gained strength from it. No one explicitly said so, and even if they did, I wasn't yet fully capable of RECEIVING it.

At some point, there was a pause in my writing. The nature of my work was such that even if there were triggers in everyday life and a desire to write about them, they weren't the kind of things I could share with the public.

When I was launched onto the journey of my Twin Flame in February 2016, I started stumbling upon English-language writings online that eerily described exactly what I was going through at that moment. This is why I began translating and sharing such writings on my blog.

However, what was simultaneously happening with my perceptions is worthy of a science fiction novel. Moreover, people from my homeland of Estonia started reaching out to me, sharing that these writings also seemed as if they were written about their lives. Reality had surpassed the surface tension, and Higher Selves began to become conscious of both of their biochemical vessels in this reality, both carrying a single soul. In other words, the awakening of Twin Flames grew explosively. This, in turn, cast me into a new role that I couldn't have anticipated even in my worst nightmares. I became a Guide on the Journey, stumbling through it myself.

At this point, I want to express my gratitude to my fellow journeyers for the trust you've placed in me. By sharing your stories and trusting my guidance, you've supported me. It's said that a good Teacher learns alongside their students. The same can be said for a Guide. By shedding light on the path already traveled, to make the journey easier for those following, the light also falls on the direction I must move ahead.

To make this movement smoother here are a couple of exercises at the end.

Creating Your Timeline.

In the morning, as you wake up, start with a small meditation.

Just a moment for yourself and positive thinking about your daily affairs. Mentally say:

"In my timeline, I am successful today!

In my timeline, I am healthy today!

In my timeline, I am in healing!

In my timeline, I find the best solution to my question!

In my timeline...!" And so on, for everything that causes fear, disturbance, or fills your mind with worries. You create your own timeline where things flow smoothly and are easily resolved.

The logic here is simple: it's the Magic of Gratitude.

In addition to this, imagine that you want to rise higher, and there are balloons attached to your shoulders that lift you up. But your pockets are filled with heavy stones. Stones like judgments, self-doubt, hatred, sadness, jealousy, and much more, all of which sit like burdens in your pockets, keeping you from rising higher. Throw these stones out of your pockets, and you'll rise higher 💖💖

Take inventory, free yourself from unnecessary baggage, and step into a higher, more powerful version of yourself.

In conclusion, I want to use Ana's words:

"I hope my words provided clarity on those aspects you may currently be struggling with, and I pray that you are safely and protectively in your own heart's power!"

Lone Wolf on her Journey

Elle Vihman from October 19, 2018