Life Is a Cause and Effect Relationship

It's been almost a year since I founded my company, and I'll soon be submitting my poetry book, which draws on real-life quotes, to a publishing house. I published it myself on Amazon, but it never sold. That's why I'm negotiating with publishing houses.

During this time, I became an alcoholic due to some severe trauma, but I've now returned to my sobriety, albeit briefly. I've just realized that I lost the woman of my life to alcohol.

Sometimes I wonder if I will drink alcohol for fun in the future. To be honest, I never think about such a thing. Because I have suffered enough, I am aware of it.

Today, when I spoke with church friends, they said, "Everything happens for a reason."

Everything occurs for a reason. I have completely lost my ability to interact with others and engage with society. I used to believe that I was superior to others, but in reality, I felt very foolish.

That is why I am now playing the silent game and living a hidden existence from my family. When the time comes, I intend to leave my family and relocate somewhere. (We only discuss  money.)

I don't tell my family anything anymore. When I share my thoughts with them, they consistently turn against me. Staying quiet has been a better option for me since it allows me to focus more effectively and express myself more calmly. That's when I realized that you can't do business with family. Even on my last birthday, I was alone.

You could say that I want to be alone until the end of my life, but I really don't know what life will bring. If there's one thing I know right now, it's that a person really needs to belong to a community.

I learned this when I went to church.

Now that I've given an example from my life, it would be useful to comment a little about other people.

I see people from my own country moving abroad, and they are constantly busy making videos comparing grocery prices. It's as if they're going abroad for the first time. That's why I can say that if I live abroad, I don't even want to speak my native language.

More precisely, nowadays it is no longer clear who is which person. It would be appropriate to say that the digital world has unfortunately taken people back in terms of intelligence.

I don't look at people who speak the same language as friends, but I also don't trust people who I agree with. If you really want to trust a person, it will be beneficial to spend almost 10 years with them.

Everything is kept secret, although there are now individuals known as whistleblowers. This is why individuals in the corporate sector sign important agreements.

Being trustworthy is essential, regardless of how well-informed or intelligent you are. This guideline only applies in business.

In real life, people are always alone. Even your closest friend can betray you when they get close to someone else. Don't tell anyone about your reality. This was the best lesson I learned.

Identity verification is necessary in today's social media to protect people from scams and make it easier to bring charges against content creators. Because you never know where your imagination will go. I have had dark ideas and encountered unusual individuals, but I genuinely prefer to spend time with ordinary, intellectual people.

When a person can watch someone's activities, it is either via experience or because he has suffered so much that one can mentally construct a character scheme for that individual.