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To My Father
To My Father, I am currently writing this in my bed thinking about how to make everything better. I have done everything I can possibly think of doing. I have tried to help you, to help me, and to help everyone else in this situation. I really believe I have hit a point in my life which I can no longer take anymore. I meant every word I said in the car the other night. You probably do not remember our conversation. I am so upset with you and your actions that I simply do not feel anything at all. Mom has done everything for Brody, Ally, and I. Everyone has tried their best to shield Brody from what is really going on. One day eventually he will find out or even figure it out on his own. I understand you are an alcoholic. But you have not been there for me as much as Mom, Ally, and even my grandparents have been. You can't take back what we never had. I can be manipulated only so many times before even "I Love You" starts to lose meaning. Don't you remember that I'm your baby girl? You lied to your flesh and your blood. I dream of another you, the one who would never think about doing what you have done. I have always wished you the best. I prayed for your peace. Even if you started this, this whole war in me, maybe someday when I look back I'll be able to say you didn't mean to be this way. I used to think I was so lucky. That I had the best parents in the whole wide world. Then I found out everything. I would do anything it takes to protect mom and everyone else in this situation. Put yourself in my position. What if your dad was the problem, was the alcoholic. What if he made your mom cry all the time? Made your older sister breakdown at her boyfriend’s house? What if your father is one of the reasons you take anti-depressants? Just all that is what I have to go through on a daily basis. There is so much more that I don't even want to talk about because I know telling you all my troubles will not fix any of yours. This letter is going to be the last thing I “say” to you for a while. I do not want to speak with you. All of your words fall flat. When I have a daughter, she will never have to wonder her worth because, unlike you, I’m going to put her first. Any man can be a father, but not everyone can be a dad.
By Kennedy Hale8 years ago in Families
Essential Oil Mixture for Skin Care
I've been using and distributing essential oils for almost two years now, and essential oils are some of the absolute best for skincare! I've had issues with discoloration, some light scarring, and acne for the past six years of my life. I've been to many dermatologists, and have tried expensive prescription face washes, and medicines. I've also tried every over-the-counter face wash and solution you could think of. I've learned to be comfortable in my own skin, but it's super frustrating to have skin issues. Those who have no issues, you guys are so blessed. Those who aren't so lucky, you understand where I'm coming from. Through trying everything from $5 products to over $100 products, I've discovered my skin reacts better to all natural ingredient treatments.
By Yada Mariah8 years ago in Blush
Loss. Top Story - February 2018.
My grandmother was the center of my family. She was like my second mother. She always seem to know the answer to any question that Alex Trebec throw out. She chain smoked while doing the cross word, and almost always drinking coffee. I spent summers, winters, and time after school, with her. She was a legend in my mind. I thought that she would never leave us. That somehow, she was going to out last us all.
By Kasey Renee8 years ago in Families
Best Dog Instagrams to Follow Right Now to Make Your Day Better
Between photoshopped bikini pictures and unrealistic expectations for nearly any aspect of life, not all social media influencers have to be toxic. Instead of filling your Instagram feed with unhealthy realities of internet stars, why not switch gears to something that most people can appreciate: dogs.
By Kelsey Lange8 years ago in Petlife
Natural Makeup Tutorials for Dark Skin for You to Know. Top Story - February 2018.
There are moments in our life where we don't feel like putting on heavy makeup when getting ready to go out. Sometimes we need a break from the glittery eyelids and dark lips and do something different, something more natural! Natural glams are always beautiful makeup looks, because not only are you using minimal products, but it enhances your stunning features. From neutral eyeshadows to nude lips, there are so many looks to achieve your favorite natural makeup look.
By Lilliana Backman8 years ago in Blush
My Surprising First Experience in a Strip Club
So last night, I went to a strip club for the first time. And it was great. Not the response you'd expect from someone who opposes the sexual objectification and exploitation of women. But I am about to explain to you how I, a woman in her early twenties, experienced the strip club as a safe, enjoyable and empowering place.
By Becky Williams8 years ago in Viva
Sexual Abuse
Let me start by saying, every fiber of my being is screaming for me to shut off my computer, walk away, and keep this to myself. It’s my story and my pain. My cross to bear so to speak. However, I feel as though if I might share my story, then maybe it could help others that might have gone through similar situations. It has actually been a few years since the accident, but it took me a year before I could speak of it and when I did it was to my longtime childhood friend. She and I are just like sisters; she is the only one I have trusted with my secret until now. But since then, I have replayed the scene over and over in my mind, wondering what I could have done differently, when in reality there is most likely nothing that could have been done differently. There is still anger and frustration that bubbles inside of me because I am still trying to come to terms with it. Recently I began therapy for PTSD, which for years I have struggled with, nightmares and the whole nine yards.
By Alyssa Horn8 years ago in Viva
