Reconciliation, harmony, healing

A happy childhood can heal a lifetime, an unhappy childhood needs a lifetime to heal. I really can't hide the fact that I had a miserable childhood. Because after growing up, emotional problems in slowly biting themselves, this is because the psychological trauma of childhood body still remember, it has become a time bomb in the body, I do not know when will break out. This is not human can control at will, can only helplessly carry out self psychological counseling.

As the moon Scorpio I really do not know how to solve their emotional problems, more do not know how to reconcile with the family of origin? Even after reading the book reconciliation with the family of origin, I just know that I should try to separate from the family of origin to become independent, but I don't have a clue how to get along with the family that hurt me. Fortunately, in Beijing SATELLITE TV to review the secret history of Xiaozhuang see shunzhi why so hate Duoergun, to understand why their family and the knot has always not open - lack of communication. If everything between family members to rely on violent communication to solve, the family will be difficult to become rich. Therefore, I dare not imagine a poor family, but also according to the habits of the poor to live, will be what kind of terrible consequences.

I was so scared, but I couldn't help it. I'm just a weak and defenseless person who can be slaughtered by my family. Even the teacher qualification certificate, correspondence undergraduate certificate were blocked, I thought this is just a slight, did not expect that they want to obstruct my progress. So when I saw the Secret History of Xiaozhuang, YUAN Chonghuan roared before he died: "Emperor, god, you open your eyes, open your eyes!" At this time my heart is torn, because this is my heart countless cries. At the same time, this is not to tell me that god also has a nap, can not be because of a temporary injustice to give up their pure heart, because there is no absolute fairness in the world.

In their comfort themselves again slowly open, the mood gradually became a lot of harmony - I should feel happy, God has given me so many gifts: beauty, kindness, labor ability, wisdom... So WHY don't I make good use of them and stop fearing "fate"? I firmly believe that in this peaceful era of the 21st century with the increasing development of science and technology, a loyal and upright person will not have the same fate as Yuan Chonghuan, and a dutiful wife and mother will not end up as Dong Efei. If even the lowest level of emotional control such as optimism, harmony can not do, how can we talk about emotional control? That's why you have to subdue yourself before you can subdue the enemy.

Am I sure I can reconcile with my family of origin? I'm not sure, because my family doesn't want to talk to me. Emotional harmony. Can I do that? Maybe, but only temporarily. Can I really rely on strong willpower to patiently heal childhood wounds? It's hard, but I will try to cure it, even if it doesn't work, I will keep going. The so-called efforts are not necessarily successful, because the quantitative change of efforts has not reached the qualitative change of success.

When I become a female kindergarten teacher with a doctor's degree, I may be qualified to communicate with my family, and then realize the wish of reconciliation with the family of origin. Then, in a harmonious family atmosphere, let the emotional problems heal and the childhood trauma completely bid farewell to myself.