Never say goodbye again

Today we may be very busy, in the evening, we had dinner and went back to the dormitory, did not stay as usual for a while, I feel a little sad. When I got to my dorm, I found my roommate had gone through my things without my permission. After my repeated questioning, he answered. I was a little sad, so I took off my clothes and lay down on the bed. I like to think things over, especially when I'm sad. The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt. I thought about whether men would not like me, about why my roommate didn't ask me first when he was looking for something, and about how to cry secretly and not let my roommate hear. But soon the man asked me to give him what he had left with me, so I got dressed and went down to deliver it to him.

I tried to keep my face as expressionless as possible, and all I could think about was giving it to him and going back to the dorm, but a man wanted to hug me, and you know how I ignore small details like that when I'm thinking crazy things, yeah, I said no, and I went back to the dorm. In their laughter, I appear more alien, mood more sad, I can't control their own expression, right, tears is uncontrolled, ran down my eyes to the pillow, I didn't go to tube pillow already wet, just feel very sad, as if is that, yes, the world has abandoned me. Suddenly a thought occupied my mind, since in the dormitory can not cry loudly, why not find a place where no one cry loudly.

Oh, is ridiculous, such a cold day, I wore a thin sweatpants, a pair of cotton tow, fortunately wore cotton socks, as well as cotton-padded jacket, my own a person out of the dormitory, aimless walking. Walk along the dormitory building to the supermarket, walk to the playground. See the playground in the activities, people mountain people sea, eyes have a moment of desire. Then I followed the playground, walked to the library, walked to the teaching building. At this time the teaching building is undoubtedly the most quiet time, I found a place where no one, slowly squatted down, his hands covering his face, pillow in the lap, I think dad. Tears, ah, down the fingers of the gap flow dripping on the ground, patter, feel like dripping on the tip of my heart, there is a cool, perhaps there is a moment of despair. Yeah, I ended up going back because my squat leg went numb. I went the other way, still in the same state, with my hat on and my head down, my cotton mop thumping and rubbing on the ground. I walked faster and faster, as if only a few seconds, I was under the dormitory building, but not my dormitory, is the men's building. I admit that he didn't do anything about it, this is my fault, but I am inevitable, want to hold him cry, at least in this world is one person know I cry today.

I text guys from VX, and I say, I want to meet him. So I waited. To tell you the truth, after walking all this way, my tears, ah, have been blown dry, but what am I most afraid of, and so on? Yeah, nine minutes. I feel like I've been waiting forever. Like a child, his mouth has been chanting, how can you not come down ah, how can you not come down ah, face ah, cry with a small cat like, really funny, ha ha ha. Finally wait for a man, see him in a hurry to run over, and then took me in his arms, a hand patted my head and said, okay, okay, don't cry. My heart ah, again good anger funny, such a good man from where to find ah, I still not satisfied with what ah. Behind is a heart eyes are his girl man and a crying bag of question and answer session, this can be needless to say, anyway, it is a Happy ending!