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At that time, I always like to stand on the platform of tall buildings, thinking about what is the meaning of living? At that time, I had just started to work. My working condition was reversed day and night, and my stomach cramps caused by irregular diet made me often doubt my life. It was also for these reasons that my skin was in a particularly bad state at that time. Most of my colleagues were about the same age as me, and this was the most common topic we discussed at that time, because it affected our friends too much. Once, a few years older than me male colleague, all of a sudden the face looks clean A lot, I another colleague asked him, how do you do? He said to go to our local professional dermatology hospital, to prescribe a lot of pills, eat 50 at a time, back to prescribe a lot of medicine, poured on the gauze, to the face. I listen to this reliable ah, after all, it is a big hospital, I looked for a weekend to go once, the results give me open a big bag of medicine, the doctor said, you believe me, eat over. At that time, our unit benefits were very good, with the medical insurance card to buy medicine can also be reimbursed, I told the doctor, you are finished. As a result, this trip was seven times; During that half a year, I would go there almost once a month, sometimes twice. In fact, it was more for psychological comfort. If you say it's improved, you can't say it's not improved at all, it's very little; Even that small improvement is worth the better part of a day's travel. After that half a year, my skin became particularly sensitive, in the season, the skin is particularly red, is too thin cuticle. That's what the salon guy said later. During that period of time, I saw the advertisements of beauty salons on Weibo. At the beginning, I didn't believe them, but looking at the lower price and the attitude of dead horses as live horses, I decided to try my luck. 168 yuan can experience three times, and you don't say, it is really a lot better after finishing, and the skin looks smooth. Beautician also told me a lot of matters needing attention, such as eating less sweets and strong stimulation ah, wash your face with facial milk can get rid of the excess oil on the face ah, I take a small book especially seriously remember, she turned, after washing the face also need to use some water cream what, I said I have skin care ah, but no cream; She said that not ah, we this effect is particularly good cream, we are all in use, a lot of barak barak, I tried to push to take off, but see their posture not buy you walk out the door, can't, can only be used by bai save a nasty, that's for the second time I went to, after that no matter how hairdresser in coaxing me also don't go to her home, too traps; At the time the skin to improve let me with a little social confidence, met a girl at this time, she was a student of medicine, we often go out to dinner, this can't avoid some very delicious, but high oil and high salt of chafing dish barbecue what acne ~ I often repeatedly, she occasionally, but good soon, she told me that she modulation is a medicine, wipe on a day can be good, Boasting, I thought. We were very close during that time, but I didn't want to trust people too easily. We've been together for over a year, and she mentioned it to me a few times, but when I didn't respond, she stopped. Once when we were watching a movie, she kept sending wechat messages on her mobile phone. I was a little jealous and said to her, "Can I send it out after watching the movie?" She quickly explained to me that it was her father. Her father's friend's child is puberty, acne, with a lot of methods or not too good improvement, her father told his friend that his daughter adjusted a medicine, acne effect is particularly good, you try. She gave her father's friend to do some, I also want to try, ordered a box, the effect is surprisingly good, the face in acne is not worried about. At that time, some changes occurred in the work, I was arranged to a work intensity is very dangerous, and often need to stay up late to do things they do not like, at that time I asked myself, really need this job. Perhaps is the impulse may also be these years of planning for a long time, let me have a pen savings in the hand of the situation resolutely and candidly put forward the naked resignation, the family is not very supportive, feel so stable work why do not quit, in this work to retire to take pension is not good? They used all kinds of means to force me to go back, even with the relatives of the family to force me to submit. Now I think of it, I still feel ridiculous. How can anyone always want to change others? When I left my job, I didn't discuss it with my girlfriend at that time, and she had a big quarrel with me. What impresses me most is her sentence "Do you see any young person's life is not two points and one line?" I replied, "What most people do is really right; Note: When I was writing this story, I suddenly remembered a sentence from Teacher Li Juan's "Winter Ranch" : Everyone is willing to follow blindly, as if the safest thing in the world is to let oneself disappear among the majority