Dear Money

Dear Money,

I am writing to you in a sheer desire to amend our relationship, to once again meet with curious innocence and discover who we are and can be to one another. This is my revealing of all that has been and that is on my heart of hearts.

You see, I have walked this Earth for a long time. Lifetime after lifetime, bringing the light through. Yet the atmosphere was harsh. The light of my being forgotten, succumbed to the darker thoughts and realities that consumed more than one spirit.

Amongst that history, I now see that we forgot as well who you truly are. We cast you into exile as the divider of countries, the reason for wars and power play, as the one that is vile and judgemental - choosing some and forgetting about others.

We projected many of our unfulfilled dreams onto you. You, the villain! The villain of a vast human unhappiness.

And there...we have just forgotten. We are all here by choice. Learning, discovering, exploring this vast plane of existence. And we have made our agreements about what life will look like. We made agreements with you, to be with you and not to be as well.

I humbly acknowledge that if you were more present in my life up until now, I would have laid my vigor down for the sake of comfort. My determination to break through my inhibitions and limits would be minimal as I would just ride the wave of Egoistic creation. I see how I have chosen this path so that it motivates me, drives me, takes me further into remembrance that I could have ever imagined.

Your lack of presence was the most loving gift I have chosen to give myself. In your absence, I allowed myself to the bottom of my desire for your presence.

I do not see you any longer as a giver of comfort, dear Money. You are not a tool of satisfaction. You are not something that will make me Somebody. You are LOVE. The unconditional love penetrating the universe.

You are the infinite within the finite. You are the flow of energy that, according to my desires, penetrates my being.

THIS CURRENT MONETARY PREDICAMENT IS ALL MY CREATION!

I made this agreement with you so that I become who I have become.

I am soooo grateful for all the lessons.

I am so grateful for your presence.

I am so grateful for understanding that all you are is just another part of the ONE, another part of me.

I am grateful to see how it all intertwines.

And I'm EXCITED...

For the tomorrow.

I see that all these things are happening just to open a beautiful PATH to complete FLOW.

One from which I will be able to serve the world fearlessly,

with Grace,

with Kindness

with Love.

And with you on my side.

I have not come here to suffer.

My intention here was to experience and learn what my soul's heart desired.

And so here I am.

Just gently watching the new chapter unfold.

I see how you are always with me, in every moment.

Never leaving me alone.

And I honour you as another part of me.

I love you.

As I love me.

Thank you.

Thank me.

I hereby declare to pursue the path of absolute surrender to you, destroying the walls of preconceived ideas about how this universe works, and ALLOWING AND EXPECTING all to come to me.

As in support of the most aligned and magnificent life I could possibly live.

I surrender.

Much love x