You've Hurt me worse then her

I hate people. I hate liers.

Why did you have to be someone I hate!

How could you look me in the face and lie….

Why does the truth always come out?

Why can't things be simple ever?

I want that love that other people have!

I want the family!

The person that holds your hand even when you're gray and old!

Yet I get someone that lies!

And the truth doesn't come out until it's late and you are between a rock and a hard spot.

I'm not sure where I'm spouse to go from here

I didn't think you were my forever but damn!

The love I have for you in my heart is so much more than I've had for and anyone or anything and that means something to me.

Fuck you both!

Payback?

You weren't even in my goddamn life!

Why would it matter what I did before you?

And for her it's low!

They weren't together when all of that happened!

I didn't do it on purpose to hurt her!

The sad part is you let her!!

You gave her the power to hurt me!

With every intention.

I want to hate you but I can't !

I want to scream but what's the point!

I love you so much it actually hurts!

I don't know what I am spouse to do…..

Tell me what to do?

Would you stay if I did it to you? Would you still love me?

I hate this!