Do You Even See Me?

What do I have to do to make you see me?

Am I still enough?

How come I can never get a rise out of you?

I want you..

Do you want me?

You never try to make a move?

Are you still attracted to me?

I feel like you never want to have sex with me.

Is it something that I can fix?

I don't need sex all the time….

What I do need is to feel wanted.

To feel beautiful…

To feel like you can't resist me.

Sometimes it's hard not to think you are finding it somewhere else.

How you go so long and never even touch me like you want me.

How you never talk like you want me.

Never look at me like you want to do bad things.

I don't feel like you'd betray me..

However sometimes it's hard not to let my mind wander when you don't try…

We've almost been together for 5 years..

We still don't know each other sexually.

I wish you'd show me I'm still enough.

That you still find me sexy.

If you ever did.

I'm always making moves….

Only sometimes I don't get anywhere.

That's the other thing that makes me wonder.

How can I come on to you and get turned down.

Unless I just have the luck of trying at all the wrong times.

There has to be something more to it.