Within the Depths

Within the depths of my mind, I rest unconscious.

I am neither here nor there, nor far nor near,

when I question its rightness and if I ever existed.

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Within the depths of my unconsciousness,

my thoughts scream in a turbulent flow.

So loud yet, less than high and lower than low.

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Within the depths of my thoughts,

I remember the past

I question the Where and the When

and when the Why and the How has passed.

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Within the depths of my memories, I experience love.

I question its meaning and whether I’m guilty or sad.

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Within the depths of my love, I finally feel.

I question its weight and if it is real.

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Within the depths of my feelings and a decade of time,

I finally find,

that nothing is mine.

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Within a decade of time, I finally see,

what I feel is needed,

to love and to heal.

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Within the depths of my mind, in the end, I rest conscious.

Aware, I bypassed the past

with no single tear,

so I must now trespass the present

with absolute fear.

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Within the depths of my mind

I fully lie conscious,

aware that faith in the future,

is forever a promise.