Winter Blues

Tis the season again , were winter frosts cover the ground in a glittering dust of winters joys . Yet bitter cold to the warm of heart , but my heart has suffered so much grief, so much pain.

A year filled with the promise of love , a year filled with an astral traveller who will not leave me alone . I feel as if I'm a toy to the astral realm, yet my flames once golden turned to black , for I hide within the shadow, protected by the trickster of Norse lands of old.

I shall sit by the hearth, warm from this winter winds chill and that icy rain that beats the window panes , my mug of hot chocolate neatly cupped within my hands to calm my nerves .

Why has winter left me so blue, I know the time is coming, but when.

Why are you not yet here beside me? Must I suffer this winters gloom alone once again? Surely the curse of these winter blues and forsaken love in a spiritual playground are not leading to the insanity of the cursed heart.