Water Or Chalk
Two love poems written and illustrated by Nov

Water or Chalk
Part I
Her whirling winds
Landed one evening
On sensitive waters
The sea was bubbling
Wise but troubling
Kind and humbling
He was not the one
She would not relent
To escape her
He erased all signs of where he went
At long last the wind was free
To roam sweet earth
To celebrate her joy and rebirth
It did not take long for her to fall again
She chooses a them not when
Once more the winds began to sing
Traded sand for cement
Ran straight into a wall of chalk
Their hearts met before they talked
He brought music, she brought magick
They made no sense
Yet fit perfectly
Consumed with lust and volatility
It did not sit well with logic
Under all that rock
Was a fire burning
The maddening wind did what she does
She began to spin
Was she a mirror or a twin?
She was just wind
She spun on his surfaces
Her vulnerability dug deep into insecurity unknowingly
He held her close, sacrificing himself knowingly
She loved him in earnest
Their union was poetry
She did not ask for his bravery
He did not think his bravado would be unsavoury
The fire burned and burned
Until their very existence was overturned
She was no fool
She knew one day she’d get burnt
She cared not for her safety
Her loving heart remained unconcerned
Until charred and bloody
He spat her out
There is no lesson to study
No blame to throw about
Fire did what he does
He burned
Then back into his habitat he returned
Part II
We don’t blame water
We don’t blame chalk
We turn our attention now
To the quivering winds if she’ll allow
Her Earthy sisters have watched on
She listens to no one
Not her mother, her sister, not even the gods
Good on her, for listening to no one
When she stopped hearing her own song is when she was done
At long last she’s had to face
The monster residing at home base
The shit this world did to her is criminal
The messages they embedded in her were subliminal
The monster inside is not her enemy
She needs no savior and please no more chemistry
The fear of her own love is her archenemy
She must love in her what she runs from
Pain is an old lover
now there is no fear
she is numb
Around her they hover
Crowding her atmosphere
Over and over
To them she succumbs
Independence in buckets she craves
Betrays herself amongst fiery waves
Down to the bottom and back
Like a phoenix rising up from the ash
The air you breathe is the way she is
She’s not defined by chalk, nor water
She is mother earth’s daughter
Two balls of hurt created her
An endless stretch of pain
Two loving elements deserted her
That’s not sacred, it’s profane
Pain is where she began
Love mended
Hurt is where she ended
Something greater called
She ascended
She is gone but then who am I?
The one for whom this life was intended
About the Creator
Navail Haider
I am an Actually Autistic Human with ADHD and I like writing poetry, getting up in my feels and sharing those feels.



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