Wasteful Thoughts

How can you live when you want to die?

How can you be who you want to be when you are who you are?

How can you create if you have no tools?

How can you make it real if it never leaves your head?

How can you get better when you're hopeless?

How can you ask God for forgiveness when you've done nothing wrong?

How can you cry for help when no one will listen?

How can you love others when you hate yourself?

How can you act strong when you have every reason to give up?

How can your mind and heart be in the same body?

How can your heart love and your mind hate?

How do you look for an answer if everything is a paradox?

No.

Why?