Vulnerable

I sense your energies shifting, and I’m uncontrollably staying away.

Everything is different now.

I’ve never had an idea of how to voice my heart. And against better judgement I’ve started to let my skies get dark again, I’ve let the voices back in and I’m more terrified than ever of the things i feel when i think about you.

And it hurts my mind to think of what has been broken, of the way I started to open and now I am back to sealing off the doors to myself making it harder for anyone in the future.

I'm reaching out to ghosts of something i swore was so special. How do I make sense of this without you.