Useless
Meaningless
Pointless
Manipulative
Vindictive
Aggressive
Demon
Snake
Narcissist
All of the words I want to say
From the darkest corners of my mind
And all of the anger in my heart
But I am not an angry person
I am not a mean person
No matter how much I ‘ve been hurt
No one is worth the time
No one is worth the energy
No one will hear me say them out loud
Unless it’s to myself
To torture myself
To blame myself
All the times I bite my tongue
All the times I hold my breath
To spare someone else my wrath
Unleash Hel herself unto me
And let me take the pain
Of the words I never speak
Because I am useless
I am meaningless
I am pointless
No matter how much I want to scream
No matter how much I want to yell
No matter how much I want to stop the hurting
I never will
About the Creator
Gunnar Anderson
Author of The Diary of Sarah Jane and The Diary of Sarah Jane: Between the Lines. Has a bachelor's degree in English from Arizona State University and currently resides in Phoenix with his wife and daughter who inspire him daily.
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Comments (1)
Great entry, my fellow Arizonan! Good luck.