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Ur not gonna like this

poem from 2015

By Aqeedah Mujahid-GainesPublished 4 years ago 1 min read

You're not gonna like this

You may not feel me

But I made up my mind

You're going to hear me

You may not perceive this

But you're going to see this

You wont understand

But you're going to read this

You wont agree

And you may feel disturbed

I may disappoint you

In my choice of words

Not written to hurt you

I'm writing for me

So that my heart

Can finally be free

This is an escape from the prison

That I’ve felt imprisoned in

The silence, I’m condemned

If this scares you

Its not meant to

These are my thoughts

Translated through pencil

Thoughts that I’m thinking

Questions I'm pondering

You're not gonna like this

Like this

Not like this

But I have to

heartbreak

About the Creator

Aqeedah Mujahid-Gaines

Writing has always been my outlet. I grew up on lock-down as an only daughter, in a sheltered home in the middle of the hood. I received my Bachelor's at Spelman College. I am a Jersey Shore Native Lenape Cherokee Indian Momma of twins.

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