Uncertainty.

Are you sure you want to remove the relationship In A Relationship with ____?

Are you sure you want to delete this picture?

No, okay, no. I'm not sure.

I don't want to. I really don't fucking want to.

This is the most unsure thing I've done.

I'm unsure, terrified, and scared.

Isn't that what it's really about?

I'm afraid of the unknown and the uncertainty.

I'm scared I'll never get to look at your brown eyes again.

Or hear your laugh in my ear buds.

I'll only ever see your smile when I close my eyes.

I'm afraid I'll never get to know you again.

That amazing, funny, nerdy guy; I'll never know anymore.

I'll never touch your face and give you another hug.

Or wake up next to you.

The uncertainty grips me. It makes me panic.

So much so that I pull up your contact, starting to type a message.

But the feeling with pass.

The uncertainty doesn't seem so scary.

I jump head first into the unknown.

I click 'delete picture' and remove my relationship status.

No, I'm not sure of any of this, none of this.

To get to the known and the comfort.

This is how it has to be.

Embracing the uncertainty, living with the unknown.

Maybe you're in that space on the other side.