How fucking lonely must I be
To believe that I can see
A love beyond the computer screen?
/
I don't even really know him
But my heart is in an ocean
Of hopeless, obsessive affection...
/
Oh, poor, poor pick-me bitch,
How do I call myself a feminist
If a man makes me lose my mind...
It's just gonna end in disappointment every time.
/
He's unattainable...
My heart hears sustainable...
The butterflies increase in size.
I'm incorrigible...
My mind is a forest full
Of dreams starring you and I...
But it's not love,
It can't be.
It's just my loneliness,
My hopelessness and me.
/
How fucking desperate must I be
To think you'd ever notice me
In a crowd of prettier women?
/
I'm so fucked in the head,
Only demons in my bed,
I should really come with a warnin'.
/
It'll read, "Caution: Hot to handle,
Full of trauma, please be gentle.
Will love you with all her soul,
But to her own detrimental."
/
He's unattainable...
My heart hears sustainable...
The butterflies increase in size.
I'm incorrigible...
My mind is a forest full
Of dreams starring you and I...
But it's not love,
It can't be.
It's just my loneliness,
My hopelessness and me.
/
I pray this feeling fades...
But I am only human.
I wish you every happiness...
Even if I'm not a part of it.
/
He's unattainable...
My heart hears it's breakable.
So I will not try.
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Camellia
piercing winter gloom camellia blooms softly such a lovely sight. In winter, in the arboretum and the yards in our region, camellias blooms. Camellia is a tea family plant with lovely flowers. In Japan, camellias have been painted very frequently. Here is one by me (watercolor).
By Seema Patel3 days ago in Poets
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Ayay this was a hard read. Well wrought but yeah difficult read.