"Toxic Enlightenment of Ancestrauma"

All alone in the dark;

As I leave my mark;

Trying to embark;

Waiting for the knowledge to spark.

Ancestral karmas haunt me;

Only wanting to be set free;

Like a beautiful buzzing bee;

Soaring with glee.

As I evolve;

And learning to solve;

The toxic cycles I revolve;

Will slowly dissolve.

Getting in touch within;

Not worried about fitting in;

Happy in my own skin;

I call that a win.

Once my ego is tamed;

And no longer ashamed;

Also fully reclaimed;

Being rightfully named.

Finding the right path;

Reminds me a lot like math;

Where I felt the wrath;

Of being an Empath.

Feeling, then healing;

Is really appealing;

Knowing the meaning;

Of what life is revealing.

I sit here ;

Heart filled with fear;

Trying not to shed a tear;

Knowing the light is near;

Messages telling me, "Be patient my dear".

This emotional turmoil;

Will not make me foil;

Or have my blood begin to boil;

Because I am meant to be Royal;

And nothing but loyal.

With all the knowledge that flowed;

Just like a download;

I will never fold;

And continue to be bold;

Till the day I get old.

Every step I take;

Reveals all the fake;

I don't need to shake;

With a promise I can make;

Not to ever deal with a snake;

I need positive intake;

So my heart won't ache;

From my last mistake;

For God's Sake!

We live and we learn;

Even though it may burn;

It's something I had to learn;

No need for concern;

More wisdom I will earn;

As the tables begin to turn;

With a positive return;

Like a beautiful baby fern;

Growing strong and stern;

And with full discern.

Beauty is me;

Happy and free;

And real as can be;

Just like a tree;

Anyone would agree;

And that's a guarantee.

Finding my purpose;

Was something like a circus;

Definitely wasn't worthless;

Just left me kind of wordless.

As I conquer my demons;

I know there's a reason;

For every season;

And its completion;

Not a depletion.

Being gifted the "Heart of Gold";

I will forever hold;

The best stories ever told;

Of the Goddess mold;

That could never be controlled;

And a great fortune bestowed.

Strong and fierce;

And ready to pierce;

With a lot less fears;

And the right kind of peers;

After all of these years.

Freedom and beauty are within us all;

That's just nature's call;

So, just stand tall;

Where you have room to sprawl;

To get over the wall;

With no need to brawl;

That's what you call;

Beauty in the fall.

Raging flame;

Hoping for fame;

Not easy to tame;

And never a lame.

Shining brighter than the sun;

And always on the run;

I have to admit, it's actually kind of fun;

Getting everything done.

While manifesting;

There's no time for resting;

But a whole lot of testing;

And smart investing.

As I sit back and reflect;

I completely disconnect;

Any negative subject;

That's trying to infect.

Our dreams we create;

As long as you appreciate;

Without all the hate;

And the irrelevant debate.

The goal is to empower;

With our human superpower;

Never to overpower;

It will leave you in a scour.

Always stand in your power;

At the top of the tower;

Looking like a beautiful flower;

That is never sour.

Being left misunderstood;

Is never any good;

Coming from a toxic childhood;

Caused by traumas and dramas in the hood.

We all have different perspectives;

By being receptive;

Because we are the chosen selective;

With more knowledge than a detective.

As the world is changing;

The mind and inner-self are rearranging;

Which actually feels quite amazing;

With positive vibrations raising.

Hopefully one day there will be trust;

So we can rid all the lust;

That lingers like musk;

Stronger than a tusk.

As our consciousness is heightening;

Our light being is brightening;

And your body is lightening;

Learning from my experiences is quite enlightening.