To Return my honor

let's feel
to that moan of mine
who snatched away
The heat of my life . Heat :- respect - respect

that day was very beautiful
In the sunlight across Saryu
The water was as bright as glass

I was passing with Phulwari
There was silence near the banks of Saryu
Damru in my hand Damru:- glass bangles
Phulwari had anklets on her feet . Anklets:- Payal

Phulwari spoke intermittently
see yourself in this
It seems that you are looking
Monalisa in this water on this side of Saryu

with a slight smile
And we were walking with great enthusiasm - in the pace of Mridang.
Did not know
A pack of wolves is waiting for us
To speak in the name of human beings

Couldn't understand anything
sudden darkness in the eyes
some time passed

When we open our eyes we
The trick of wolves across Saryu - home
the hunger of lust fell upon us
we rebelled but he too vechal Vechal :- Failure


Phulwari screamed for some time
but soon it was destroyed
the fire of lust for him

I kept looking in agony
Turn-2 To the lustful ways of the wolves
some time passed
And I also started walking towards unconsciousness.

I don't know how much time has passed
when the eyes open
I am on my father's lap
looked around
So everyone's anger is at its peak

I asked where the flower garden is.
father's throat was sore
where suddenly
Flowers are on the fire of worry

everything was wrapped up quickly
Dont know why ?
Maybe now we have become a burden
on family and society

but i want to ask
What's wrong? Our
it was those wolves' fault
But now the punishment is also our crime

I keep thinking about it
I will fight for my honor
I will bring those wolves on a leash
and tie them
on the doorstep of prisons

But questions still remain on that deck
Will family and society see me the same way?
Like he used to look at me in the times before that day
And the fight is still very long
To return to that honor of mine...