This For

this for my heart, although i haven’t found one yet

there are potential candidates

however

i don’t know, i never been quite the bachelor

even though i’m trying to put myself out there

Khali is not a terrible guy

he’s been through a lot, so the things he say may come off as blunt and harsh

he means no harm, he wants to open up to someone

he’s just tired of the games people wanna play on him in this generation

it makes you not want to fall in love with anyone

i don’t know who is for me

i been trying but i been fumbling

this for the girls i liked whom i’ve never told how i felt

i still have a place for you inside this reserve you call a heart

although it’s frigid, about to vanish

i don’t wanna become heartless

that’s not like me

i wasn’t raised to be this way

i don’t want the world to turn me into a meanie

i wish i could have said something sooner

but i didn’t

i was too cowardly

too much of a fool to realize what i could do to turn around

denying myself of everything i desire because of my own foolish pride

this is for those girls that i liked whom i did tell how i felt

i’m sorry that i wasn’t who you wanted me to be

i can’t help my flaws

i can’t help but be flawed

i know i’m flawed

i can’t help it

i thought that you would accept it but ya didn’t

it’s okay

i don’t wanna accept it either

that’s why i run away from it

that’s why i smoke so much weed

i run away from all my problems

that’s why i write so much

it’s the only thing preventing me from committing suicide

what purpose in life will i serve once my imagination runs low

what kind of man am i

not the one you’d wanna be seen with

what kind of man am i

not the one you wanna bring home to mom and dad

what kind of man am i

not the one you would let hug you

what kind of man am i

not the one you would wanna take dick from

what kind of man am i

i’m a nobody.