This double so called spring does never come its way

This Spring doesnt come at all its way its coming and just the next day its a completely gone creating another kind of a fairytale my days are so long I cant remember the start I usually was outside people does the things they did I am always away from what they do say and sing

My world so differ and I cant change to fit the rest as it doesnt resonate with who I truly do am

sorry to say but I discover and live this life and world my own real true way everything I go through and everything I say its never been felt so does I dont care for those who dont care anymore I get so much time for so many other for my worlds I simply Enjoy !