The Socialist States of North America

I'm making a drink the ice cubes ping against the insides of my glass of Venezuela/Cuba rum and coke I want to forget that people are hurting and dying all over the globe from terrorism bombs lies abuse disease starvation ideologies religions traumas and the cycle never seems to end it keeps going and going until we're all just particles of dust in the wind but our bones and blood are real and our souls depart into astral realms and dimensions before reincarnating before incarnating again and again and will it ever end our Kali Yuga of evil and violence and revenge and hatred we hate ourselves and each other and it never ends how do we stop ourselves from hurting ourselves and each other and repeating the traumas and abuse we experienced in our childhoods repeating the emotional cycles and abuse toxic emotional patterns rainbows of blue water droplets but we must refuse the anal trauma the repeating of our early traumas but now we know we have to stop victimizing ourselves and each other gay men don't need anal we don't need anal to have sex so we don't need to perpetuate diseases or pain and do what straight homophobes think we should do to satisfy their hatred of us the truth is the terrorism of Kali Yuga is not over it keeps going and going until the Earth totters or Atlas totters and our globe will fall into the abyss the well and we will all be at the bottom of the well imagine the firmament falling on top of your head the weight the pressure of the world I try to forget with this rum and coke drink Cuban and Venezuelan rum to fight imperialism but it never ends nothing ever ends just revenge and reenactments and projections and delusions and half-truths and lies exaggerations distortions and speculation politics is the art of being confident about things we can never really be sure about were we there? did we see it with our own eyes? do we have incontrovertible evidence and proof? no, but we keep claiming things about other cultures and civilizations and we don't know the whole story we don't know the whole truth we just pick and choose and cherrypick what we want to believe and maybe that's okay the whole truth might destroy us all or will the whole truth set us free? I don't know this is the end of a cyclone or the end of a system I'm scared of this world with its psycho storms and weapons and violence and abuse and traumas the blood and bones and terrorist actions repeating the terrible abusive and neglectful childrearing we experienced all the abuse and we mindlessly restage it online and in real life or we are just emotionally blind and because of our childhoods and abuse we have less empathy but all we do is label each other psychopaths and racists and perverts and narcissistic sociopaths and degenerates like that actually makes anyone better because whenever someone feels judged or insulted all that happens is they feel defensive and hated and insecure so they act out or compensate or overreact or hate themselves and others even more and/or fear themselves and others more so you can't make anyone better by insulting them or judging them all you will accomplish by doing that is they will hate or fear you more