The Purpose Of Us

It’s been one month since you left.

I seldomly feel alone.

I don’t know what you did

I feel a hex on me.

I feel if I take you back

It won’t be because you’re for me.

Approval makes you hungry.

You don’t know when you’ll

Get your next plate.

I gave you two years

And room in my heart.

A waste of time,

A waste of space?

If loving you was a prison,

Then I did my time...

But I find you to be a new home

For a reason.

The purpose of us was wrong.

We knew it all along...

Yet our emotions ran a monk.

One minute,

We love each other.

The next,

We give up?

The fuck?

If this is love,

It’s not worthy.

I love it,

Though I know its wrong

And hurts me...