The Ghost in the Contact List

Maybe there is someone in everyone's heart whom they miss but don't contact. It's not that they don't love them, but that they once loved them deeply.

Maybe you once became each other's support in life, supporting each other and moving forward. From video calls for several hours every day, to being silent when facing each other from greeting each other morning and evening, to not contacting each other, and becoming the most familiar stranger in your friend list.

You often click on the dialog box between you, but you can't type a word. You look through the other person's circle of friends over and over again, silently paying attention to his. In all the states, there is still no reason to contact him. He becomes the regret in your heart that you cannot see each other.

The feelings that are deepest in my heart are often the deepest, and the greetings that cannot be said are often the truest. Not every relationship has a good ending. It gradually drifts apart and becomes alienated, but no contact does not mean that we don’t miss you, or don’t care.

No matter if it is passing by, or we are strangers, how can we just forget about someone we have loved? Even if there is still hatred, I hope that he will live a happy life, but we will never share it all the time like before. Life, because without a suitable identity, there is no reason to connect.

On a lonely night, it is often difficult to describe the feeling of quietly recalling someone and missing someone. How many thoughts have not yet been expressed, but have turned into chokers. Maybe you will never know that I am thinking of you this night.

Thank you for reading!