The endless dream

Waking up beside you is like a dream. And that is what makes it so hard to sleep. I fear the darkness will rip it out from under my feet and I will be left delirious.

I have already fallen in so deep. And in the morning hours my eyes struggle to wake. I have to pry myself from the sheets. You're fast asleep and as the image of you fades into the darkness my heart already aches for you.

The minutes tick by and already my heart and spirit are longing. Images pushed into my head through the day as I struggle to maintain focus on my tasks at hand. Picturing the future so vividly that we have planned.

Your beauty, your style, your grace, your spirit. They call to me. A connection so strong I really can barely, contemplate the emotions that I am feeling, my heart calls for you.

And each day as the time winds down. I await with nervous anxiousness to hold you and try to truly express what my soul feels for you. A wave of euphoria that always seems to, wash over me like the rays of the sun, clensing me once again.

We stay up all hours, my eyes feel heavy. I fight with them, trying to hold back the levy, of the inevitable darkness that will soon come.

And finally we crawl into the soft warmth. Together in arms and our passions of course, felt as we exchange and heal our energies.

And as my eyes close, my mind does impose, vivid images of us and our future.

And as the dawn breaks, the alarm bells ring, waking me from my peaceful slumber.

And waking up beside you is truly a dream. Filled with vivid images I have never seen. Of places I had always wished I had been, and my heart calls for you.

Everyday I am thankful that it's real. That you say the same, reciprocate what you feel. And my heart aches for you.

Is this what it is like? To truly be in love. To find your Twin Flame. To be lost in at all. And really know without a shadow of a doubt that you are the one I am meant to be with.

Is this what it is like? To go to bed every night, feeling a warmth that reaches me to my core?

Is this what it is like? To be woken by sunlight, and realize this isn't just a dream anymore.