The Darkness Returns

I know it is there

Sleeping I was unaware

Slowly it fills me

Never shall I be free

Again, I can see the black

I know for sure it is back

I will soon go numb

Nothing I can do

But wait and twiddle my thumb

Never should I have allowed myself to hope

Why bother?

There is no reason to cope

I can feel my heart crying

Crying but knowing the tears will never come

Again the cutting has started

Again the poetry has begun

I feel no fear for the unknown

My hear sinks lower

I know what is to come

There is only one reason I would hold on

But it is not worth it

I fear it too will be gone

I know my time will soon come

Already, I have started to go numb

And so I look at you and say

I'm sorry

I can no longer stay

Already I am dying

For you, my hear will always be crying

If ever you need me

In your mind, you can see me

And in your heart, you can feel me