The Apeanordemia

A lonesome voyage flowing in the Qaeltance's breath
Their spirit melted into a blissful ocean
The Qaeltance sinks into their heart wishing for faith
Dissolved into the desolate storm's sacred devotion

The beauty of the heart is divine-glowing
Dyegrone flows in the veins
Draescanings are the Qaeltance's bestowing
There are no walls in the Apeanordemia, where the blood drains

Flowers begin to bloom from being immersed in a demonic smile
The great power offered peace-loving freedom
The wind's sweetness is cloying— such beautiful guile
Happier souls with oozing wounds roaming in the kingdom

It's not birth they feel, but they are tormented by rebirth
Maturity is a betrayal of innocence
Rotten aromatic defines the apeanordemia’s worth
Mystic poison infused in their inner essence

the apeanordemia is a grotesque residue seeping from an accursed realm
From the vile pus, they rise— lost in a luminous Dreamscape
Remnants of drowning hearts, a tranquil whelm
Doom...Doom...Doom, apeanordemia gleamed— never escape

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• A/N: This poem is the story of an imaginary civilization that came into existence for a moment and was destroyed, yet it left behind an entire history and the remnants of its people. It is in no way related to me or to any real individual. If you are not mature enough for such things, do not try to feel it, because I know you’ve already read it. Thank you so much for that.
  
  APEANORDEMIA :- Apeanordemia is a coined word, This defines both a psychological state and an entire creation — a kind of energy that does not naturally exist within humans or other sentient beings, yet can still be deeply felt.beyond time, and even beyond human consciousness.
  
  Its literal meaning is: "extra-cosmic frequency".
  
  It does not reflect any genuine human emotions. Not grief, not joy. It is not pain or ecstasy. It is a pure, unfiltered cosmic emotional adventure that doesn't arise from the human brain — but invades it.
  
  Apeanordemia is a fleeting state where, in the time it takes to inhale and exhale a deep breath, a whole civilization is born and destroyed, without leaving a trace — except perhaps... a silent residue in the mind.
  
  I can't fully explain it here because I haven't reached any concrete conclusion yet, and a public platform like Vocal isn't ideal or safe for such things.
  I'm currently exploring and researching this concept more deeply.
  This may be a very sensitive subject, so please do not assume that it is related to any individual. This is inspired by human emotions and revolves around them soo do not dwell on it if you are unable to handle such themes
  

• Dyegrone:- Dyegrone is a energy that flows within Apeanordemia. It is the root of the existence of its creation. that's it!!!

• Qaeltance :- It's a creature of apeanordemia
  
  Draescanings :- ?

I believe that this is not entirely fantasy. It is a possibility.

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