Teach me my God!!

When frustrated still; You quickly learn how to control your will!

Finding strength in what your real spiritual beliefs have always been; Learning from the pleasures of each unconventional sin.

Teach me, my God, how my spirit tells the inner truth of the real me; Not what others blindly excpect my actions to falsely be!

When the unauthorized continuously try to darken a cold broken heart; While their envious evil tendencies try to tear you apart.

Addiction seems to crawl out of every inch of your skin; Negative thoughts, fake people, these possibly can't help you win.

When the teachers you rely on push and hide the soul that makes the true you; Laughing, knowing, sharing the many obstacles you've personally lived through.

Misery; suicidal tendencies; demons; mistakes, these are not the things you deeply are; When you're allowed to assertively set your inner truths, they seem to take you amazingly far!

Take positive time for yourself when all seems completely lost; Ask yourself; What did you lose? What was your actual cost?

Was it yourself? Even through all the true intentions that were sidetracked by chaotic trauma, you had to passively live? So now think! What in this life from your inner self do you want to sincerely give?

Attitudes, gratitudes, courage, and to others you wish not to negatively not infect. Meditate on what your spiritual side wants to reflect.

Take your time, try not to blame; Refrain, from damaging the negativity of somebody else's name; Look deep inside yourself to a new examined start!

Take a stand!! Don't Demand!!

Be ok, with the skin you intend to wear; Remember, your higher power has always been there!

Recognizing, understanding, and listening to how your unique spirituality is graciously coming back; Helping you live past this addicting, traumatizing attack!

Just Know this! You're amazing!! Just let others see!! So, just let the rest just be!!