Tea Party

I set the table before dawn;

the woodgrain clothed in white linen,

adorned with embroidered daisies stitched in hope,

fraying around the edges,

six chairs lay in wait,

none of them needed.

The wind RSVP'd weeks ago,

she brought ash instead of sugar,

while the silence stirred itself.

The roses arrived, already wilted.

I placed them anyway,

in the vase my great grandmother used

for holy water and secrets.

The cups are chipped,

the silver lining of the rims rubbed away,

but they remember the hands that held them,

once.

I pour tea, lukewarm,

for ghosts who do not thank me,

only mirror the steam,

their cries echoing in weighted air.

The sky cleaves beyond these hedgerows,

a throat that has swallowed thunder it cannot hold.

Still, I pass the cream,

to no one,

savoring the semblance of civility,

drinking down decorum,

a peace offering

to those who do not deserve

not even a lump of compassion,

nor a second thought.

I raise the fractured bone vessel,

"Drink",

I spit to the air,

"a toast to the burning

and the stoking of fires

that you just couldn't keep from feeding".

The kettle screams.

The world tilts, cracks, crumbles,

the crumbs unable to be swept from the table,

clinging to edges of lace napkins,

impossible to fold away.

Pinkies out,

I face the heat,

with a fascinator veiling the curl

of a smirk that knows it won't taste victory,

just finality,

steeped in bitter black.