heartbreak
They can break your heart, but they can't break your soul; poetry about lost love that comforts and uplifts.
It's Raining
It's going to rain today. I can feel it in the air. The skies are getting darker. There is little light to be seen. I can hear the mistakes of my youth. They seem to echo in my mind. Calling me out until I can no longer keep them hidden away. They will not be denied. It seems that seeing is not believing. I know how hard I try. Nothing is ever good enough for the thing that torments my tortured mind. What might have been. What I should have said. What I might have done. It all seems to rush at me. I am left in the confusing clouds. They have always gathered here in the darkness. I am always seeking,but never finding. It's always sneaking. It's always hiding. It leaves my soul wanting. I watch you sleeping. You seem so at peace. You will never know all that I am tormented by. I wouldn't put that on you.
By john noakes8 years ago in Poets
Skank
You sicken me with all of your lies. I am not for you. You are like a disease. You kill all that is good inside. I don't want you. Think about it. I think that you are shit. I know that you are shit. You kill dreams. I want to scream out loud. Throw away everything. I hope you got your fix. Dead to me that is you. No more will I run to you. There is no place in my life for you. What did I ever see? Forever more nothing. You turn the world to black. I'm never coming back. I was never important to you. I am just your latest fool. So I will try and play this cool. I am not as strong as you think. Said the heartbroken fool to the skank. I don't care if you live or if you die. Look up to the sky. Close your eyes. There is nothing for you to think about. That's strike three now you are out. No more than a summer fling. I hope your happy. I won't touch your lips again. You like sucking the dicks of old men. Now there's no more to think goodbye to you unbelievable skank.
By john noakes8 years ago in Poets
Lissa
You have got to be kidding me. I have uncovered it all. I have seen everything. Thinking that this love would last. Thinking I might be the last. These are the things that will never come to pass. If I were a breath I would be the last. I can't take any more. I know you don't care. I look to the sea. All I do is stare. We were once so close. Now your so far away. You want me to go. Wait you want me to stay. You don't know what you want. You can't stay away. I want a beautiful love. The kind that will last. You were never mine. You cant let go of the past. Im not your future. Just a bitter memory. I won't go away. You brought me here to this place again. Now you want me to go away. I am just a loser here in this fucking game you play. You think so wrong I'm not right. Said all there is to say. I hope you find a sunshine. All I see here is grey. You get so mad you're just like me now, you just want to run away. There is no honesty. You were just a way to carry me to my destiny. You play your games as much you like. Makes no difference to me I know who you really are. Ugly.
By john noakes8 years ago in Poets
Now & Then
Why this lack of honesty I thought that we meant more than that. Stop with your confusion. I know you're stupid like that. I have this from every other angle. You know exactly what it is that your doing. I know what type of person you are. Thinking you are getting away from all of your deceit, but there is nowhere for it hide. You could just have been honest with me. Now there's nothing left for you here. Now you are all on your own. Leave for today. Leave for tomorrow. I really don't care where it is that you go as long as you leave me alone. I wanted for you to be in my life. I wanted you to stay, but all that you do is lie and lie so now I am going away. So tired of these games that you play. I am going to lose my mind. That's all I got that is all that's to say. I will find a better love cause yours wasn't real anyway. Now and I wonder if you ever changed...paya
By john noakes8 years ago in Poets
