Suppressing my thoughts of YOU

I am searching for spells,

A magic to aid me,

To change my mind.

And suppress my thoughts,

And memories of you.

That yours will too.

I still want that happiness for you.

Our union was a short lived moment.

But I hope you feel the love.

I have in-stored the universe - for you.

In case I can no longer -

Remember you,

Your laugh,

Your drawl,

Places we have mapped out.

I fear breathing life into words,

Afraid may grow to be untruths.

I do not want to foster,

The sadness from our disconnect.

If life molds us back to strangers,

Faces with no names.