Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I think

Sometimes it all goes in a blink

of an eye

180 degrees of nonsense

or intellect

I will never know.

But what I do know is that

Sometimes I breathe

Sometimes I hold it in

Is that good, is that bad?

What is to be is not that

I don't know what it will be

Just what it is

But sometimes I like to believe

It will be beautiful

It will be worth it

It will be something had to work towards

I wish it came easier

I wish it was here already

Deep breaths

Deep thoughts

I have

Sometimes.

for