Sometimes I get lost

Worrying is one of my bad habits, what I got to do to get rid of it ?

I can't blame no one because I feed my bad habits

Me going down the rabbit hole is also a bad habit

I got to learn to mind my business so the evil one can't have my attention

But if I keep mentioning his name the darkness grows massive

They keep twisting my brain so I can't have peace

Music keep playing in my head and I ain't playing it

I need peace in my world so I can live happy in it

Keep playing Jeffery in my head causing me to run my medicine

I can't keep positive thoughts in my head, cause he keep playing with it

I know one day I'll be free, I gotta keep standing

Is it because Im writing poetry and the darkness can't stand it

I'm not given in to it, I don't care if it keeps playing

I need to go brush my teeth so I can feel better

I sleep good at night even though i hear things thrown throwing around my house

Not too many worries because I'm good with what I got

Although I need more, my kids all I got

I got plenty food in my house and plenty food for their mouths

I need to do better so my kids don't hunger

I love me, life is wonderful

Didn't grow up with much love but my children make me feel wonderful

I've been waiting for this love for 26 years

Believe me I've found it

Walking by faith not by what I'm seeing

I'm conquering mountains

When the Sun shines on me I see rainbows in my eye lids

Such a beautiful sight I'm seeing and my eye sight is still wonderful

You create the world you live in

You create the mountains