Solemnly Solo

That look….that gaze….We have all seen it….mandible down

We have all felt the horrors that shades someone heart and mind

Hold the line...presses and speeches….because im speechless

I know you're not trying to look, so creep-less

You have to be strong enough to attack my demons because I’m heartless

Robotic inside, a human hide

Forever to feel worthless….and sheep-less

Lack of sleep leaves my mind astray...almost mindless

Unable to move on …I don’t atone….I quit the script

Let death unfold...bold as ever...but never clever

This my end...no credits not even an eulogy...because nobody needs me

Simply as that...phrases turned sadness..turned to the last words stated

Eyes bubbling for the self....I hated

Hate ...is all I see...hating everyone and everything

No matter the weather or time of day….I’m twisted ready to let go at any moment

So tired …...so tired…..and nobody cares

Just go to consume ...my soul is running in fumes

Fuming the steam to part the sea

But I see double so partially related

Splited and hated….spit on and hated

Have mercy for I have greave grave and placed stakes for my sake

I’m so tired of this loneliness a lifetime in sadness…

……..shameful I state ….shamefully I stay...but there’s no point……

How am I ….to any let alone…...quickly walked away from the unseen

Pass the dark and shadows uncleared

Expressions smeared considered expressionless