So What If I'm Gone

I don't know what is wrong with me.

I'm out of control,

I need to remove this hold on me.

Because I don't care about me,

I don't care about you.

All I really care about is if I'm gonna die.

And so what if I'm gone after this long.

You weren't there to see it.

What I went through.

What I dealt with.

What makes you think that I care about what you think of me?

I'm not okay.

But I'm okay with that.

No matter how hard I try this is my life.

And it is what it is





life

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